Clay Maker

As a child you played in the dirt

making mud pies for your daddy,

teasin’ momma with the wigglin’ worms

you were a mighty dinosaur, eating trees made of broccoli

growing like a weed

in the dirt

Helping your grandma pick the berries,

one for the bucket and one for your sugar stained tongue

even the sweet peas and tomatoes tasted better, fresh from the garden,

the dirt rubbed off on your jeans

 

You happily roamed through the labyrinth rows

pretending to be the lost princess of The Great Beyond

no goblins, no bears to catch you unawares

because your dog patrolled this patch of land

he marked it as his which in turn made it yours

the sunshine warmed ground was the best place in town

for a nap with your best friend

suddenly you found a tougher go -round

and “dirt nap” took on a different meaning

but you were tough and you didn’t cry

when they put grandpa to sleep

his watch, yours now, forever to keep

Daddy got lost, he and momma split up

your world whorled wholly out of your control

you left your farm home, decided to roam and find more meanings in life

you found the grass wasn’t grass, but a hoe was still a hoe

and it raked at your soul, you found the dirt

you dug in and smiled ’cause after a while you just couldn’t stay clean

sleeping in laundry rooms, eating the trash

selling your body

’cause you needed the cash

you dug deeper for dragons and fairies in green

purposely dulling your senses ’cause the streets were too mean

Then one day you saw her, or maybe not

looked like your momma, through your head full of snot

the body was older, the figure was lean

but the eyes when they lighted on you, what a gleam!

she knew it was you from the very first glance

she grabbed at your hand and she pulled you away

said you’re coming home, you’re coming to stay

grandma was gone, daddy’d died too

so much had happened while you weren’t you

away from your friends, mostly guilt dragged you through

but as the days wore on she got through to you

This land she said, this land is our land

yours and mine too 

we’ll work it together just like before

but this place is our homeland, it deserves your respect

you love it, protect it or get out the door

I been here now twenty years, maybe more

This land is my home, I’ve opened it to you

The dirt’s a lot cleaner than cities or towns

you’ll understand the magic if we’ve children around

for no matter where,

how far, or how long

the lands filled with sirens

forever singing their song

 

 

 

 

 

What the meaning of this?

We’ve paid our dues and joined the ranks

as gracefully as possible

we don’t steam the wrinkles from our panks

Our hygiene, not in question

corridors and hallways. make no fuss

but careful, cover us

those sun rays aren’t a boon

we play hard, work hard and

take our second shower by noon

The grass is not our playground

nor are the courts of ball.

just cover up the hallways and leave us,

Then the we’ll be the happiest of all!

-Club Xystus

 

 

For Thyself, Myself

Attention Dearly Departed,

I believe you are aware of the consequences of your actions and even your inactions. If by chance you are somehow ignorant of the aforementioned maladies of character and have perchance kept hold of some lofty idea of a Prince Charming coming to sweep you off to everlasting tranquility, please allow me to set you straight for time is fleet, yet far from complete. If you do not straightaway adhere to my advice you are more likely to encounter a happiness with the longevity of Prince Valium rather than Prince Valiant. I have therefore delegated myself as Ambassador of Superior Knowledge. As a longtime voyeur of you proclivities I have procured proper compunction such as the likes of you should find necessary towards mediating the deficiency of your conduct in the realms of your conscious. Please refrain from any disillusionment in my warnings as I am merely here to tell you that you still have time to rectify any and all situations heretofore withered unworthily. Heed my warnings for the good of your own sake or alas…je ne sais quoi.

Signed and furthermore adhered to by,

Yourselves of Future Times Abutted

 

Creativity Awakened

Damn the concrete fog!

It must not hush my moonbeam.

Loose my coffee from the canteen

For it must not dock on the shelf of fir!

Cabal

Meet for the beasts,

in secrecy, gathering to mete out punishments

which are considerable ecstasies for the

witches most deserving secretions of pleasure

which swoon and sway the minds of mortals

beyond the cold fire of countable cardinality

consistent to an abhorrent scale

given over to insanities of unaccountable countenance

creating a mad Hell of Heavens consumed

melodies of mythology

to which the redundancies of returning are replete with the desire

to return and return again.

 

Bondage Boone

He tied her up,

She held him down

With a fierce love they were bound to each other.

Passionate fires

Built on the ice of regret

Levees damning the drowning pools of fear

Their souls were freed by bond they forged.

 

 

My Own

Alone in beauty is not alone

a moment to clarify your position in the ethereal

ephemeral existence

comfort in simplicity

a smell of childhood, downy softened blankets

a mothers perfume

grandmas rose-milk lotion

crying into your best friends fur

falling asleep in the sun

newly cut grass

petrichor without the lightening

new dirt tilled soft by inquisitive fingers

finding your place in the world

 

 

 

Silence the Silence

Screaming sirens silence the silence

salient surveyors

survivors spinning still

but stillness isn’t comfort

when it’s the center of the vortex

one of

natures erasers of the permanence of man

Run!

Hold her close and  R U N !

You waited a bit too long Honey, best get in here quick!

no need for the crying. We know

you’re the new girl here

It was a hard decision, the babe was only two, in months and not a minute more.

Oklahoma, home-a the tilt-a-whirl flying circus death defying deity dependent

Bible-school and bible-belt

spare the rod spoil the bastard

alone in the storm with a baby in your arms

Run!

skirt ripped off

the trailer

and no one to trust at all.

Run!

you can make it. Don’t drop the baby. Don’t squish the baby. Don’t lose the baby.

Baby. Baby! Babeeee  mine.

Eight by eight and six foot under, a bare bulb burning holes in the too dark darkness as it swings with the surges of the wind throwing shadows on the faces of the mass of huddled mass. Bulk of strangers.  Come on down. You’re out of time. Hand the baby over.

The wind is screaming, the baby shrieking. You’re out of time. Sweaty hands around you, a ragdoll in their arms.

The door slams shut above you, the lock is slid in place.

Time passes without measure.

You cannot see a face.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Lying, Wide Awake

Twelve next month, that preteen brink.

I have a new step-daddy,

a new baby sister too!

Momma is so happy, I think-

                  with everyone but you.

 

Says I must deserve the welt

from the tops of my feet to my

shoulders

she shrugs,

He wields a braided belt.

 

He says, “stand still or you’ll get more”.

The bruises are kept covered.

We never see Grandma anymore.

Uncles that doted on me,

removed to a distant shore.

 

The new uncles are his brothers,

the “love” a different kind.

Pain, much deeper than my skin.

Locked in my bedroom – I scream- I beg- I holler-

she doesn’t even try to come in.

 

Thirty years long past-

I scream, I beg, I holler.

Still, nightmare visits blast.

Please somebody wake me-

out of this forever, take me.

 

By-gone, but not forgotten are

the terrors of

my life-

embarrassed and ashamed,

I can be nobodies wife.