TOO
Too open?
Too vulnerable?
Too real?
Not enough love?
Not enough laughter?
Not enough trust?
No past?
No future?
No present?
Frantically searching the in-between
Of my existence
Katarzyna Stomska
katarzynastomska
Indie poet, author of 2 poetry collections, Classroom Assistant based in Scotland,mum of 2
One day at a time
ONE DAY AT A TIME
I will write another spell of words
To share with You
I will collect the stories
Shape them into sentences
I will infuse random thoughts
With inspiration
I will gain the courage to tell You more
About my life in search of truth
I will express another piece of my soul
One day at a time
Soul Screaming
SOUL SCREAMING
Soul screaming
Broken pieces
Scattered into the unknown
Joy
Laughter
Hugging gently her heart
Soul screaming
Letting go of
Memories of the future – unreachable
Happiness
Gratitude
Bursting like bubbles within
Soul screaming
Moments like petals
Holding tight on her favourite flower
She flew away on the cloud nine
Bridge of Two Hearts
BRIDGE OF 2 HEARTS
Bridge of two hearts
Standing tall in the rocky mountains
Bridge of two hearts
Covered in footsteps of
mutual despair
Bridge of two hearts
Shaking in the stormy voices
of unwanted truth
Bridge of two hearts
Held tight to the ground
Surviving the stampede of mutual joy
Unbreakable
There
There
There are days when I feel like a Goddess
There are days when I behave like a
Wild Child
There are also days when I look like
a fragile mess
Still most of the time I seem to be a mix
of all 3
Every day I am here
Trying
Depression
DEPRESSION
Draining thoughts
Entangling my mind
Productive energy swept away
Radically unmotivated
Embarrassed to ask for help – I am told to
Suck it up, grow up
Silence
Incredibly
Overpowering
Nudging me to disconnect, disassociate from the world
Where You Belong
Where You Belong
If you are blessed enough to call
yourself My EX You belong in my past
Ex is for no longer wanted, no longer necessary
If You ever had the honour to know
my deepest secrets
You are part of my present
Present means – gift, often a surprise, unexpected goods
With whole amount of mutual trust
If You have the will of acceptance
with no constraints
love without limits
and compassion without rules
You are welcome to join me in my future
I shall share my life’s wisdom, provide a helping hand and a good listening ear
The question is where do you really belong
Fire
FIRE
Fearless Angel walked with me
In outdated with joyful whispers
Resting her
Enormous wings
She hugged my worries away
Wands of patience
WANDS OF PATIENCE
Wands of patience
Gently poking my body
While it swirls among the breeze of
inner turmoil
Wands of patience
Gently touching my lips
Slowing down the rage I feel
at the harsh almost inhumane world
Wands of patience
Gently turning my head left and right
While I embrace the beauty
of nearly angelic kindness among
the earthbound creatures
Rock Me
ROCK ME
Recalling memories of summer
Outdoors with You – beachwalk in
the moonlight
Constantly staring into your eyes
Kind words falling out of your lips
Me and You frozen in the moment
Enchanted- our souls wishing for
this moment to never fade away