I’m millions of miles away
I’m on my own adventure
I’m learning new things
Another language
Things about myself
I’m growing
And yet
At the start and finish
The beginning and end
Of every single day
I can’t help it
I become completely overtaken
My brain dysfunctional
My body immobile
My entire being inactive
I become completely on autopilot
My heart begins to slow down
My pulse almost untraceable
My eyes begin to fill
As if the dam was let open
What am I to do?
It’s as if
My whole life is finally falling into place
Yet my whole life
It means nothing without you
This distance drives me crazy
This distance makes me weak
I feel strong because I have you
yet this distance
I can’t handle this distance
You make me feel alive
You make my life worth living
I know I found my Boaz
My Romeo
My knight in shining armor
I know I found you
I found the one my heart beat matches
The one whose hand fits perfectly in mine
The one who is there in the darkest of times
I found the one my soul longs for
And it’s you
This distance makes us stronger
The distance can’t stay between
You are the one that was made for me
This distance has to leave