Listening to the bird call from the trees Inhaling the lavender Waiting To hear your footsteps on the stairs You are ready

Fifteen minutes before the hour, got eat got to pray got take a shower  

The clothes are fly Look great on I dance, I sing the songs I am weak yet I am strong Decades long lived, Loved Embraced Died I never want to see 21 again

Welcome the fear welcome the pain Embrace the shame Start over again  

If I surrender to you I disappear Only you in me I fear Your will be done not mine no fun Take care of my family, friends and all Pick me up when I fall Hold me tight Don’t let me go It’s you I…

“I came to explore the wreck. The words are purposes. The words are maps.” – Adrienne Rich   she and i were frightened to come but we came i only know what my body whispers to me and she says to explore the forgotten places…

We meet every morning in my AZ themed cup Thinking of you before I wake up No sugar no cream hot black Just us The beginning

when the whole point is to finish Something (on time) and you don’t finish you have to find a new point purpose failure holds lots of purpose i’m sure but it’s not the pretty kind with warm hugs and certificates and good job and way…

I miss you, Mother I regret most truthfully that I stayed away from you most of the time. That I was not able to tell you a hundred times that I love you. Tho’ it’s rather late don’t please deny me to tell you that…