Dear Reader
We meet again
under the direst of circumstances.
See this year,
I am broken.
Tired.
Uninspired.
You have such faith in me.
I just don’t have it to give you.
Not this time.
Not this place.
I can only write.
Vomit my thoughts
onto this page.
I am callous perhaps.
Too caught up in myself
to even consider your needs.
See this time, these lines are about me.
Not you.
I know that is wrong.
Self-serving. Cold.
Please bear with me
While I pull myself together.
It has been a really harsh month.
Nice. Sometimes it’s okay for it to be all about you.