I haven’t made my favourite cakes
In quite a while. I lost the tins,
Some several flats ago.
I still buy all the things I need
Whenever they expire. I even found
Fancy cinnamon.
I keep it on the top shelf,
In the wrong bag. Waiting for the day
I can bake again.
Just before the last big move
I bought new tins. Star-shaped
Just like the ones I lost.
I don’t really like cinnamon,
Not much. But your smile
Makes them better than banana bread.
When my life is a straight line again, I will make some more for you.
This really captures the feeling of losing the old version of yourself as time and life take you down new and different roads. Love it.