Impression hour 17

Impression

He stood in front of me
mixing bowl and a wooden spoon
stirring stirring stirring what looked like
grape HubbaBubba gum. Distinct color,
you either know it or not, and I knew it.

I think he stood there, blocking my exit,
afraid I would bolt at any moment. It’s
nothing personal, I do not like dentists.
Bad experiences as a child, hard to scrape
away memory scars, hard to open wide
while remembering.

But here is this dentist, smiling, of course,
wearing a violet smock and mask, deep
purple gloves, in an office that pulses purple.
Everything from waiting room chairs to
wallpaper to clock, to pens they give out.

I relax. He stirs. The goop looks like
a childhood memory, a mouthful wad
of bubble gum, guaranteed to blow
the biggest, bestest purple bubbles…
also the stickiest mess to comb out
of my long hair but worth it. That tangy,
chemicalesque flavor like no other. Unique
like the color. I open wide, he spatulas
the goop in, tells me to stay open while it sets
the impression. My mouth waters in protest,
a rancid unpurple bile, a taste like something
that should be locked up and buried under
the ocean forever fills my mouth.

I gag but he’s gone. I calculate my odds
of leaping from the chair and spitting this vile,
anti-grape gum substance that has now adopted
an eye-watering smell that has me paralyzed.
He comes back in, his smile arriving before him.
He yanks, pulls, tugs at this leech form until
it disengages. I spit without command.

He laughs. I know, it doesn’t taste good
but it looks good. His pearly whites are the last
I saw of him that day. I wonder if they still make
grape HubbaBubba gum but it doesn’t matter.
I’ve never going back to that either.

~ J R Turek Hour 17

Sex and poetry

On this day of September,
I am overwhelmed,
two of my passions
have crossed pads,
while writing words
and exchanging love,
I stay awake,
words come to me,
so do his kisses
making lines
on my body,
I create poems
while I moan.

While I write
my ideas on a
screen, he makes
love to me,
moon and stars
see how a September
night became
a beautiful constellation
of literature and sensuality.

2 AM – Just be

I’m at the end of my rope,

the stressors of this world in my teeth.

Grit them to keep the grinding to a minimum,

I could use a soft place to land.

I just need to be.

 

Life isn’t fair,

and life is never free.

Freedom isn’t my need,

I just want to receive what I give.

I just need to be.

 

I’m ready for sleep,

for time to pass me by.

Once I am resting,

please don’t wake me.

I just need to be.

The Girl with Fly’s Eyes hour/prompt 17

The Girl with Fly’s Eyes

I am the eye of the fly, 750 hexagonal facets
bound together like staves in a barrel.
8,000 lens per eye, and 360-degree directions.
a nerve connecting every facet to the brain.

back through memories, diving into history and swirling
toward the future. timeless legacy flows among stars and galaxies.
celebrating all sentient beings, all things are phosphorescent and
shimmering. the octopus’s and chameleon’s kaleidoscopic colors,
complex communication, creative camouflage abide.

my simple dizzy, dancing, humming, melding
into oneness and song, keeping me awake, never to fear again
now that I have tasted oneness.

Making it

Yes I am tired

yes I am sleepy

yes I’m hungry

yes steamy.

I’ll be writing for

the rest of this night

Now going into

early morn on the

way to daylight.

I’ve read poems

from some other

poets. And found

their use of prompts

mighty po-a-tic. But

I prefer the old

fashioned way.

Just writing what

comes to mind

until the end of

days.

Hour 10: What is love, pray?

Hour 10; What is love, pray?

“What is love, Amma?”, asked my five-year old
I stopped the train of sick thoughts
And complaints and lamentations
That were steadily building in my brain
Lodged themselves there, permanently
I paused, I must have looked stupefied
For she ran to me, put her hands around me, ” Amma ok?”
Not ok, I thought for I had allowed everything else in my life
Except love; when did this happen?
Scooping her in my arms, I whispered,
“What is love? Love is not beating yourself up
For not being perfect and waiting perfectly for when it will be spring again!
Laughing at her confused face, I scooped her up in my arms,
” Love is kissing my baby a hundred times!
And I could feel her pretty giggles and love spreading across my humble and messy home…

Chasing Rainbows (Hour 17)

The little kid in me,
sometimes wish to see,
a sky full of rainbows.

Imagine how it would be,
magical to witness,
such a possibility.

Every color in its full glory,
telling a different story,
Each filling the sky,
taking its own space,
getting its own place.

World looks like a wonderland,
when the sky shines its colorful wand,
asks everyone to be true,
then chase a rainbow that speaks to you.