Gently

Everyone “fights”

We fight for what we think we deserve.
And when we go through a hard time
we are told diligently to
“Fight through it”

Why must we always fight?

Why is this word so entwined with
hatred, anger, even violence,
society’s go-to in times of trouble?

I am not a “fighter”
I am a talker, a listener, a reasoner,
I won’t fight, or force, or aggravate.

I want to learn, and heal
and approach the world with
the love that it seems
So quickly
to be losing sight of

When I’m ill, I don’t “fight” the illness.
I rest and take time to heal.
When I’m depressed,
I don’t argue with my mind,
I’m hurting enough already,
I refuse to hurt myself

On a bad day, I don’t “fight through it”
because that sounds like a lot of work
and I’m already so tired.

lighter than air

Green brushes against blue

The fluttering of our wings

matches the pace of our hearts.

Sitting on the highest branch

Of the tallest tree

I could see for miles all around,

but all I see is you.

 

I slip my hand into yours

And pretend not to see the blush

On your handsome face.

A bird perches

And eyes us curiously.

You whistle at it and laugh

When the startled bird flies of into the moors.

Dreams

 

He tried not to disturb her sleep from mountains and rivers away

so he didn’t call

but she heard him anyway.

in a dream…

He wanted a kiss but didn’t press

so she called him

time makes no difference

hearts know no distance

and magic is only a breath away

 

The Whispering Kiss (Hour 1)

You walked in like a whisper,
like fireflies in the day, until the sun set without warning.
And I suddenly saw all that could be
in a world that I wish was meant for me.

Some punches to the gut can’t be cheated.
The truth, a wall I ran straight through,
only to see you.
Your face behind a moving screen of water,
like seeing a memory from another life that should be.

Our breath so easy, laughter so light,
your hand in mine, a natural fit.
You’re the golden hour of every day,
light raining down in showers of amber warmth.

We were drawn together years ago,
but I didn’t realize it until too late.
My guard held true, so I could protect you, too.
I see your face every day, within the abyss of dreams and thoughts.

In another life, perhaps we are a reality.
Paths diverge and paths are made straight.
If time had been different, perhaps our paths would’ve become one.

Time has made its decision; we weren’t meant to be.
A fiery cloak wrapped around my heart, bidding you adieu.
Sending you a whispering kiss as you say, I do.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Shoulders Back

Shoulders back, chin out, neck long.
Breasts out shouting to the world,
“I am here. Look at me!”
Long neck highlighting a feminine jaw and cheekbones

So instead,

Shoulders hunched and chin down.
Breasts hidden among the folds of fabric,
“I’m hiding. Shhh.”
Neck hunched over. Eyes looking at the ground.

But men do not walk like that,

So instead,

Shoulders back, chin out, neck long.

Tests

Life is a test from start to finish

from the day you are born

to the final flourish

how long is the baby

how much does it weigh

in what percentile does it lay

 

This is the start

it does not end

the years go by

new tests append

when do you speak

when do you walk

do you do more than squawk

 

In school there are many

that you will take

they tell your teachers

what progress you make

and each test you take

adds another post to the fence you make

 

We all build a fence

a fence that defines

the person we make

with all the tests we leave in our wake

 

It doesn’t stop when we are an adult

each person we meet tests us, and we they

yes, it is true don’t you see

we test and test and are never free

we test for friends, and jobs, and love

we look for things that fit like a glove

 

And when old age approaches us

the tests foresees what our freedom be

the blood test the heart test, how many tests there are

each test may lead to your final cigar

 

Yes, tests follow us throughout our lives

from birth to death whether we want or not

tests guide us or fence us and fill us with doubt

and sometimes provide up with clout

whatever the case you will see

that tests never end till the end of thee.

TWO

When I was two, I learned to read,

In my hands, I always carried a book.

I remember the words, “Growing like a weed”

Even though my mother was an awful cook.

I spent weeks in the hospital, unexplainably sick

Till they found I was allergic to milk.

So the things I ate weren’t for me to pick,

No dairy, no cheese, no ice cream or that ilk.

 

I must have been happy, I don’t recall bad

My Mema loved and spoiled me

I don’t remember even seeing my Dad,

What’s to be, they say will be.

 

My mother took me to a doctor because she said I read too much.

He told her to let me be, it was she who was out of touch.

Poem #2

Endless Dreams
On a star-filled night
Countless times
I failed to count
Mesmerized
In awe of their beauty
Their warmth
I could feel from
Millions of light-years ago
Safe distance, I must say
Admirable but I wouldn’t
Want to burn so.