Hour 7

Brute force winds
rip leaves from branches
trees bow and sway
and she stands, stoic
strong-faced
proudly, she walks through
the storm
her head held high,
does not bow against the wind

Her bones quake with each thunderclap
her heartbeat jumps with each lightening strike
a war waged within, against herself
hidden beneath the facade
of strength

layered stanzas – #6

Racing against time and myself to complete
promised deliverables with enough time to take hold,
enough care to survive, enough space to grow
and expand into meaningful connection

I think of the daughter who plans
each moment of her classroom day, goals
and activities devised to stretch young minds,
teach them to think, link facts to reach meaning; and the other

her focused attention on the dog before her,
each practiced movement precise, intentioned,
a sequence learned like a dance, its results beauty
and satisfied clients; and how my son yearns

for distraction when he contemplates
the task at hand, to complete credentials
to plan a meaningful future for himself and family.
What is it about our relationship to time,

to process and ultimately produce
that makes us tick with different beats,
move forward and back within the pendulum
of time, measured or not, and yet succeed?

Like Penelope, I unweave my stitches
again and again, as if I did not want to finish
the project so eagerly begun. And yet
I have learned, it’s important to work well;

not to be free of mistakes – after all,
the flaw proves the humanity, the meaning –
but because there is joy in a job well done
and lessons to be learned along the way.

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The Inevitable

To go from the men all paused when you walk into the room

to menopause – WOW

just happened too damned fast

being assaulted by unpredictable hot flashes jumping on you without permission

will make you dread this unavoidable condition

Or you can view it as an inevitable gift

WTF, you maybe inclined to say

Meaning that you got to live long enough to experience it

It’s apart of life and you got to graduate to another stage

and you get to turn another page in the book of the living

Your story is still being written

 

 

 

 

#7 Pain

Pain

Why does it interfere

when I’m having the most fun

An uninvited guest

I can’t throw out

and be done

Pain

becomes a part of life

every day interrupting activities

Why?!

As I write this

I’m yelling the words in my head

Be done

Be gone

You are not welcome here

The Art of Self Definition

So now you look at me like you never knew

How could you not?

I speak the way I’ve always spoken 

Dress and walk and posture the same 

I saw the same affections as ever

There has been no reason to question me, never 

You can’t redefine what I feel inside

Just because you choose now to see me 

I believe what I believe, understand what’s true to me, cast away what does not fit 

My truth, I walk – live – breathe it 

You get no say in who I am or am not

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Beast within

Larger than life

bubbling over with ambition

full of love

and wanting to see the beauty in life.

Honest and descisive

with strong ethical ties.

Outside observers see over my head

looking for exterior beauty.

Not noticing the finely honed character

in front of their faces.

They miss the truth and embrace the fiction.

groceries

wander the aisles

watch you think about,

where you want to be and why

you worry and whine

you smile and beam

you know what you want

you’re ready to leave

Miracles Know No Bounds

Tuberous veins dig deep into mud
clinging with hope for just a chance
once roots take hold, don’t let go
reaching up from darkness
stems snake sunward, grow
reaching surface
beauty buds,
Lotus
blooms

Nonet

Mirror

shadows the in what's see you can
Out of the corner of your eye you see them there
Mirror the in dancing shapes
The shadows wait for us in the mirror
beyond own our World
Living eternal, tied to the glass
found never is Death
Life is a reflection
time to time from in looks Grim the
And sees his own face
soul the of the mirror the are eyes the
His soul long since passed