Liminal Capitalism

Thanks to my latest hacker, I have a new credit card. This one not only has a chip, of course, but the capacity to make purchases via tapping. Simply tap the card on the terminal. I haven’t had the opportunity to do that yet. I look forward to experiencing the thrill of crowding onto that cutting edge with the rest of the up-to-date buyers. The rate of technological innovation accelerates. We must keep up, even though the overall condition of the earth seems not to be improving.

I once saw a startlingly clear drone photo of a beach resort. The receding wave’s irregular lacework was frozen in one of its infinitely random macrame designs. The beach umbrellas had been arranged in straight, evenly-spaced rows of primary colors. The minds of nature and humankind are facing off, as usual. I suppose there will be a winner and a loser. In the meantime, I’ll share my new string of digits with all my pay pals.

small

why do you ask me

like i know.

I’m just as scared as you

I’m just as small as you

I’m just as alone as you/

can you help me find it please

Castles in the Sand

We played on the beach all day, building castles in the sand.
We built a mighty kingdom in a majestic faraway land.
The prince rescued the princess, and the celebration was grand.
The king merrily approved when he knelt and asked for her hand.
Then came the most spectacular wedding ever planned.
Then the tide came in and washed away our castles in the sand.

The Accusers (3rd hour)

I donned on my black boots readying myself for war

Tied my hair into knots with twigs and rope

Placing my hands upon the dirt and vowing whispers to my sisters

I will awaken with thee

And open a path of serenity

So mote it be

Floating around a crowd filled demonious hatred, pointing and shouting at me

Stating that my kind is the one in pact with the evil one

While they drown and burn us due to their sanctimonious irony

As I approach the platform they spit upon me

The rope passes my crown and fastened tight upon my neck

The face of God appears to me as she whispers that the Devil drives their souls

Leaving me with my last words before I am hung

Forgive them, for they do not know

 

 

 

 

 

# 3 Memory Mountain

The primordial mountain looms over
the discarded and desolate cabin
Where once warm log fires
sultry laughter and
good wine dwelt

Though the sockets of the hut appear empty
they have seen much
The walls remember everything
and the roof contains these long ago
memories within

The memories, though glorious
and poignant, authentic and languid
are however not enough to oppose
the austere, abrasive, disapproving
landscape of societal reality and constraints

The cabin should have relented some time ago
caved in, disintegrating under the spurn and neglect
but it remains, stands fast – stubborn and proud
refusing to let go of that last vestige of
Hope

Back Up

The weight of the suitcase handle pulls on my fingers
like a child whose question repeats in perpetuity–
Are we there yet

I’ve closed our front door so many times and hadn’t noticed
until now that the deep wooden thud was our discordant song
spilling down our neighborhood streets

Our first words (excuse me) tripped over
our worst ones (I loathe you) blurring out
our sweetest thoughts (he really loves me) and here

I am, on a sidewalk in October, holding tightly
to my grandfather’s vintage luggage, unable to answer
where I’ll be, still perplexed by how this happened

Retrace: the hope we were gifted, wrapped in silver
and lavender paper, each dish fit just so in the cabin
we couldn’t pass up, tucked as it was into a grove of Douglas firs

Remember: you’re crazy was code for I was right
and no that didn’t make me happy and yes I was willing
to look past her but your fist in my temple packed my bags for me

Reverse: the dew slips from a spider’s thread, the strands
curling back into her abdomen. It is Saturday morning
again and you are still lying in our bed, reaching for me

Subtle Rituals

 

favorite tie or trousers
feel life’s got me tight
is it luck or the ritual
it’s your identity that forms you
accept things as they are
it’s no crime against nature
welcome this direction
train to recognize

Ferns 3/24

Between the red ferns, my belly roars

one person’s growl,

is another person’s piano music,

as soft as young laughter.

 

Between my red ferns,

not but an inch of skin is clear

from the stretching.

 

They put several of me into jars,

I grew larger and more reluctant,

and the scars came

from the stretching.

 

2014 prompt to use certain words in a poem.

3. Home

Home now a distant memory
A photograph embedded in the corners of her mind
Her silhouette standing against the front gate
Now broken now demolished
In an empty house, an empty home
Where did time go?
Can she build again in this new place where
Land is scarce and stars only appear on screens?
Only time will tell
Hope, it seems is lost for now
Just a little courage to not fall
Home…