Poem Thirteen ~ Thick

Blood.
A substance thicker than water.
Required for existence in most living things.

You.
A person with thicker skin than I.
And yet, you need me.

Me.
Thinner than you in every way.
And I need you just as much.

And I wish I had the weight of the tears
that I’ve shed for you,
to give you in love.

Honesty

I wish I could tell you thank you for what you’ve done.

You’ve helped me reach a point I thought I would never reach.

You told me when the darkness comes that we could still fight the night.

Eclipse

A solar ring reflected on the water
As he approached
Through a canopy of pines.

“Don’t panic!” he demanded.
The moon’s perfect orbital
Shadow fell upon the placid lake.

And my heart quickened
Beneath my breastbone.
“Can you spare a double A?”

I nodded, silently, as I stood,
Staring at his deep blue eyes.
He smiled, a knowing smile.

“They’re in the jeep,” I said,
“Just a moment while I…”
Turn and catch my breath.

Thus began the glory of love
When light and dark became one
Under a cloudless sky.

 

Are there any ghosts?

You live in an old house now

Anything spooky happen?

 

If any souls departed from this house

They did so peacefully

It is not without its creaks and groans

The fan squeaks and clicks

The air conditioner makes the lights blink

The washing machine causes the floor to vibrate

 

If there are any old ghosts here

That I need to face

They are all inside my head

lexicon

under the moon
on the lake side
in the jeep
lies the spare tire
so panic
doesn’t
really strike

but under the canopy
on that very spot –
i discover bits and baubles
extra skin and tufts and knobs
i discover reminisces
i never knew
and as i explore
traverse through this newness
i discover like an aaha moment
a breastbone
as addressed in the lexicon
rather a clavicle
some place else..

aah but now you understand
what I drive at
the perfect chiselled
mark of you..

Toes, Grass, Chalk

Toes of a small girl

Feet tender and soft

Wiggling in the jet

Of the swimming pool

 

Walking across the yard

Early in the morning

Grass wet with dew

Tickles her arches

 

Chalk on the driveway

Bright colors and drawings

Dusty fingers and faces

Washed away by summer showers

Hour 10: spill blood

you shall witness,

the knife,

you shall begin to inherit the earth from my flaming tongue,

as I resist every urge to pull you out of sleep,

wake you from nightmares and dreaming.

I suck in the light, I suck cock, I suck in sadness,

I suck everything out of the world, except you.

I respect you,

but you shall witness my waning light.

you shall fuck your way into her eyes and back to mine,

I am but a man to your hetero-hedonism, I am but a pig, in your wolf den,

I am but a death bed, and you shall be the witness to my miracle.

Peeling back pleasure and revolving around you like a planet meeting the death sun,

this is the only one, holding back.

I suck in the essence, and I bring you the energy,

You shall invest all your time in forgetting and building,

when the waves become desolate and weak,

we will plummet from this edge and retreat into another eternity, believe it,

you shall witness,

as I cut ties with desperation and rush you out of this fragile home.

I will rush you into her arms as you put your cock between her rose,

and cut the thorns of love and give me the aftermath,

I understand what it means to be pleased, and put pleasure ahead of true romance,

and love was a disaster when I put a cancer-stick to my lips,

and whipped back and forth, repeating useless things to the kingdom.

I spill blood as sacrificial doom, to assume we were making something die,

but that was a lie and we are burying truth in favor of rising.

You are god, you are my witness, as we slip into lover’s beds that we do not let survive this wintering,

We will pour our energy into this religious prayer of skin,

and bare witness to growth and change.

I love the way you say my name when wrapped between her legs,

I am second guessing every thing as you plummet into her depths,

I sweat and spill blood waiting for your return,

this will be an ending to begin in our universe.

The dust is cosmic and rushing in like waves and water washes us clean,

hold back all tense feeling,

come back reeling from your softened spear,

you cut deep, and will it be enough, to be the witness and evolve,

we spill blood and don’t ask where it came from,

but we know where we’re going, and so we go, one more token in this evolution,

come burn the evidence, you shall be my witness, and you shall transcend,

after all, the soul is not to rush.