Song of the deceased

The worst is oblivion.

Pain can be delightful;

It is sensuous to me now- sexy.

I yearn for sharpness, stinging,

aching, burning, crushing…

Heartache! Now there’s a thing to be desired-

Prized above all;

It is the best of pains

For it makes one feel most alive.

Take What You Give

Hour 19 – 12:00 AM 

 

Find yourself through the bullshit

That’s the point of coming up uncrowned and making a fortune

Bestow to young one’s,  knowledge and gold

For they hold the secrets to the futures mold

We’ve got to give it all that we’ve got

A hustlers mentality has never been known to stop

Penetrate the skin like a bullet wound,

Makes you feel alive, worthy, and fully intune.

There’s no life without death

So this motion is round, in a perfect realm

Take what you give and live fully renowned.

 

– J.C.  ©

(xvii)

In a surreal tapestry of gossamer silk and sunbeams,
I have etched the beautiful contours of your face.

The somnolent eyes,
drooping as if a lotus-eater had sprayed the Sandman’s opiate into them,
the juxtaposed limbs heavy-wrought and listless

….you are a dream,

you are the rainbow fantasy in speckled and gold-flaked dust,
shimmering on heaven’s stairways
and bright-punctured like a lover’s acid sighs on the firmament.

You are the elusive
an ever out-of-reach mirage-evanescence
that quill-wielders speak in hushed awe-filled tones.

You are my fantasy,
my deliverance of sleepless nights

….and somehow, their reason too!!

masterpiece

3 pair of hands and arms and legs

touching-

3 hearts pounding while 6 eyes watched-

anticipating 2 lips or 4 hands

but no words were spoken;

2 breasts heaved when 6 lips sighed-

and 4 hands felt moist with lustful desires-

3 bodies undulated and writhed

to the sound of bolero on an old record player

in the corner

thoroughly enjoying-

exploring the meaning of art.

The Great Deity

In order to make room
He lifted the little girl
Up into his arms
Above her,
His face hovered
The very aspect of
The great Deity

Her mother taught her
That the rains that fall
Nourish the earth
And that even buttercups
Should not be
Thoughtlessly crushed

But he lifted her up
To his stubble covered chin
He would always be
More god than man
To his little girl
He would be her daddy

Lost and found

Lose yourself in the magic that YOU are.

We all walk the same road, uniquely, and made it thus far.

Without variety, we would be of no use.

Grab a mirror, sit down, to yourself, re-introduce.

24 hours of sanity, or lack there of.

Finding yourself drunk off the madness,

falling with whole heart, yourself, in the purest love.

Anzac Day Man

Anzac Day Man

Where did you go?

Was it an apparition from the

Divine?

 

A lost love

A divine lesson learnt

Complete abandon

At the loss from my life

When you boarded that plane

To serve our country

 

A man of conviction, of purpose

A deep abiding love underneath that

Chiselled athletic persona

A darkness, pain, suffering

And heart break

Fear and confusion in intimacy

Better to get on that plane

Not fearing death

The fear lies within

The man in the mirror

Reflecting back at you

 

A love lost indeed

Or is it?

I think not!

A love deep within

From another time and place

Transitional and shifting in this lifetime

Alas short but sweet

 

An astute student am I? It’s taken over a

Decade to understand the connection

Was it real? Or just my imagination?

A gift from the divine

To assist me in my hour of need

Yet I do mourn you

Anzac Day Man

 

Even after all this time

Blessed be for my life

Has been touched in a way that

Will not come to pass in this

Life time again

Thank you Anzac Day Man

 

2am

Honor

honor is the feeling of doing

she asked me a week ago

do you ever feel as if you aren’t good enough

tonight I ask myself good enough for what

And to hold up to whose standards

i am good enough

i have to be

i would probably drop my pen right now if I weren’t