7pm

I mid evening break

the bubbles poured over the rim

im beyond the wine now

the ink is still with me though

the jacuzzi

it flooded the room

i would think

i poured so many bubbles

i can’t see the ink

i feel amazing though

the freedom

to soak

and write

how visual my mind is

as I see each bubble

as a cloud

i would say

im checked

in

literally…

(xi)

mecum omnes plangite :

…..they say the mountains are filled with crystals,
and good fortune.

Turn off the gas now, the jester weeps;
it is the hour the long-haired croupier
(O Fortuna! Sors immanis!)
in skirt and stilettoes, steps
on shards from shattered hearts.

that which the eagles at night had dropped from Psunj….

“….perhaps I’ll bring you luck!”

Mirror

Can you become

Like a mirror

Reflecting that which is?

 

Can you delve

Into every crevice

Of your being

To finally meet

And come to know

Who you truly are?

 

Can you explore

Your fear

And tremble

Through it

Rather than

Trying to

Escape from it?

 

Can you

Go into it,

Even if it brings you

Suffering and pain?

Just maybe ….

On the other side of fear

You will find Love.

Erased

You never said goodbye.

You just disappeared

Leaving me to wait

And wish

And hope

 

You erased yourself from my life.

There’s an emptiness in your place

I don’t wait anymore

Or wish

Or hope

 

I just miss you.

Seeds of Change

What does it mean?

One ponders, one wonders

At the complexities

Of what life delivers

 

The thought,

The wistfulness state of

a perfect life

can it exist?

 

Yes indeed! It starts

From deep within

Self-love blossoming

Is the birth place

Of your inner bliss

 

Trust in the deep within

The Voice,

The Heart of the matter

For then, you will find true

Inner peace and happiness

our forbidden love

What am I doing wrong?

I pour myself into witty conversation, but you remain mute.

I stir in sugary comments designed to get you upset, but you’re still mum.

I sip your love and wonder if I return it in full. Doesn’t one always give more?

We’ve been together virtually every morning for decades, yet

I know so little about you. Yet without you, I would not function. You, however, would find somebody else.

You pick me up in the middle of the afternoon and our souls dance together.

You talk to me in a different language that I’m slowly learning, oh sexy, four pumps venti, white chocolate macademia nut frappucino.

I am Rebel

Dancing to the music

When the music hits you

You feel no pain

I am a Rebel

Waiting to hear the sounds

Thunder through the clouds

Music gives rhythm to my Swag

Keeping those feet moving

All over the moon lit shores

Music is the greatest

It stabilize your heart

And mesmerize your Brain

without the Drain.

Footprints in the Sand

 

just down the road 6PM

pizza place for dinner

but I had a calzone

shared with my daughter

had to get out of the house

just down the road

not even a mile away

half of that

The Consuming and Raging War of The Poetics

Part XI

We all know,
not all dreams are pleasant,
and as my body gives in to the wares of war,
I drift into a dream far away;
past days of my mother’s brutality,
into the realm of falling in love and entering into marriage.

The beginning was fun and games.
Drinking every day.
Sex that is free after vows are made.
Getting mad,
making up,
getting madder,
making up tougher,
hit with the reality that my spouse is an alcoholic,
and all the sudden,
life and responsibility lies on my shoulders
and I don’t want it.
I have to live sober through the hell,
and he drinks and curses me ruthlessly,
and I have to forgive day after day after day…
the dream is a nightmare,
and I am awake;
how was a naïve 18 year old supposed to beat the wits of
a 30 year old man?
She’s not! I didn’t! And the story goes…

– Michellia D. Wilson 8/23/14 6:00 PM

Prompt for Hour Eleven

Half Marathoners are entering the end stretch and Marathoners are approaching the half way point. Hopefully everyone is doing well and writing a lot of poems.

The prompt for hour eleven is to write a poem about someone, but to break the poem up into ten short numbered parts. Not all the parts have to be explicitly about the person, some can describe there dress and behavior, others can make more obscure references to their style of speech. The details are entirely up to you.