Water Spray

 

 

water is so cool

Don’t think it’s a fool

Where there is water

There is life to mankind

It’s ambrosia to everyday

Sometimes it hugs with fondness

Sometimes it tears down life with anger

Some time it creates fear

Some time it drowns into as tears.

It carries you until to your end.

Some time it becomes a rain

Some time it offers a pain

A drop of water creates History

A drop of water generates mystery

A Seaman’s Lullaby

Screaming, screeching, tantrum horn —

Startled sleep,

rocking left and right, gyroscopically down, up, a seaman’s lullaby,

some days.

A piece of it, towering, framed by sky’s dimmer-blackness,

alone, jagged, 3000 feet cone, piercing shark’s teeth shoals,

cresting waves,

terror moonlit, postcard perfect,

some days.

Phosphors flickering on then off, sideways wake

of 100 feet of double planked oak hull, under gaff rigged sail, made some place else.

All hands

on the gunwales, halyards, helm, sextant, compass.

 

Where had it come from? The push and pull of blame off South America.

 

Caribbean currents, pushing, roiling around fragment of Venezuela?

Deadly seas, always there, not feigned playful by a Norwegian,

or whatever cruise.

(Can I swim the mile,

or is it three?

survive shoals, sharks, and eat kelp and crab until,

Until when?

Some day?)

 

 

 

 

Hour 1 : In a Post Pride Thunderstorm

In a Post Pride Thunderstorm

And the rain comes, emptying the main street of all its characters. Only a few remain.

Running around as the brutal drops keep chasing them.

Your hair is wet, dripping with joy

and both our eyeliners are writing new words

across our faces. We don’t run. Because it’s too late,

we’re already soaked in history. Earlier this afternoon

we smiled at each other over a crowd of rainbow flags,

Watching a baby stumble their way to a stranger waiting with her arms opened.

And for the first time in 4 years, for 2 minutes I get to forget how much

I love you and you don’t.

As the rain washes away this old version of us

we step into the after party to the sound of rolling thunder. People as wet

and reborn as we are today. Bodies made of glitter and rain that keep dancing

despite 

Maybe, somewhere on our timeline there’s a version of  us

that can be friends without the hurt.

And in that storm I finally manage to find strangers’ faces pretty again. In this post everything

I finally say hello to this girl I only talk to online and avoid at protests.

She’s standing under a shivering tent.

Her smile is warm and bright like tomorrow.

Hour One: Memorial For The Family Cabin

Memorial For The Family Cabin

 

This Summer – no baptism

into cold water at the end of the dock.

No yearly ritual of swimming

to the buoy and back, freeing

my dormant muscles from winter’s

confines.

 

This Summer – we have memories,

a haphazard tumble of photographs,

and a signed real estate agreement.

 

Snapshot: five kids posed on the front of Dad’s boat.

Four boys surrounding one girl. Our ages range from smiling

school age to grumpy adolescent.

 

Snapshot: birthday party for our Irish Grammie,

toothless grin as she blows out the candles

celebrating 80-some years.

 

Remembrance.

Renewal.

Absolution.

Calming chaos

Sitting in front the Atlantic

violent waves defying logic and physics

A constant menance, yet still therapeutic

Take a dip the voice in my head says

No better way to connect with my ancestors taking as slaves

Diving in with a smile on my faces

All I could think of was them with a grimace

choosing death over servitude .

Hour 1: Amphibious

Amphibious

 

I was a small thing

watching the shifty line

between ocean and sand

a changing place

where I could find home

tides pulling under

the loose earth

of my body

below the surface, it was quiet

I held my breath as she rocked me

lulled by her heartbeat

 

Waking on my back

a flock of nurses in white

floated through the room

 

When I came out of surgery,

my first breaths were shallow

I was born in the ocean

taking my first steps

on land

 

My first poem

I am confused

I don’t know how to use this platform.

I will continue to strive for clarification.

I am concern about women’s healthcare in this nation.

I still have a minute to go not sure where and what is to follow.

I breath and the answer will come. It’s call faith.

Dadball

2. ‘Dadball’

 

Don’t you want to meet him?

Their line of questioning begins

when I tell them he left before I was born

there were so many things he could’ve taught me

like throwing these baseballs with good form

but, I explain, I’ve never had a problem

hurling them onto the roof above,

watching them roll and clang off of the gutter

then right into my glove.