Rock Bottom (Brandy Goodman Poem #4)
How do you know when
Rock bottom is where you are?
How can you see
When you’re near or far?
With everyone it’s different.
Is your bottom based on age?
If it’s not, then how
Is your bottom gauged?
The rocks you see at twenty
Aren’t even close to the rock down the line.
When you are pushing forty
The rocks are much more defined.
Does that mean that when you’re young
Rock bottom’s not what you hit?
Even if it feels like you’ve been bled dry
Are you still at the top of the pit?
When I look around me know,
And see all the pain and tears,
It makes me wonder what’s to come
In the next twenty to forty years.
I feel like I’m at the bottom,
Looking at better days up high,
But if I look down, will I see
More rocks to be wounded by?
I guess I’ll never know
Until I get to a time
When rock bottom is the place
From which you have to climb.