a sigh
not of relief but of… tiredness
a sort of love in a sort of giving up
a laugh in the former weird silence i decided i manifested
i love making them annoyed and i love when they love me anyway
it is joyous to know it was all really made for me
sometimes still it all
but i am here and i will love again
I like this. The line: a sort of love in a sort of giving up is beautiful. And the line: i love making them annoyed and i love when they love me anyway speaks to me of a child loving their parents when they know they’ve been a pest but also know their parents will never stop loving them. I’m not sure of the ending but I really liked the piece.
thank you so much!!!