As a young boy, my earliest memories,
were of feeding the swans at the lake,
with father, mother, and me,
Those croutons I cast away with wanton abandon,
flinging far and wide without a care in the world.
As an adult, I returned again to my swan lake,
not to feed them, but to contemplate.
Orphaned too early,
had to grow up in a hurry,
innocence curtailed; experience inevitable.
Alone now as I ever was,
I revert to childhood pleasures.
Diminished in body, but a mind still with purpose,
I serve my swans again.
with a child’s delight.
© 2021 S Phua
Love how you’ve captured a lifetime of rich, raw emotion, and in a way that is truly poignant yet lingers on a hopeful note. Gorgeous!