finding them hiding i don’t know how Rueben knew they were there but he did somehow sensing he’s always been good with live things bringing home frogs & birds & countless other creatures to the safety of his heart before always … letting them go…

tenderness Stella and Ryan keep bickering About petrol, spark plugs, tires And anything else they feel like. Constant since they “re-found” me Not that I was ever lost. I always knew. Sometimes wish I was still underwater. Better than air pods deep pools. We’re crawling…

umbrella? no way not for me you don’t get it i don’t need an umbrella want blessed rainfall on my skin always keeping me clean, safe from harm away from whatever’s in that alien Agent Orange eviscerating everything good real & warm into soulless dust 

mattress bed in a flower bed catching what i can : sleeping when & where & as i can : the odd dreams continue : this midday : confined to : a double mattress : made up as a bed : white sheets : in…

just do it i never came down to the city often it’s only a 90 minute drive but there never seemed a reason never felt at home surrounded by so much concrete & so many people so even though that one particular peccadillo has been…

glad day don’t ask me how it’s happened : because i don’t understand : & confess i remain : skeptical : but apparently : a message : has arrived : via the survivors’ underground network : a hodgepodge of crystal radios : gossip & tall…

dam & blast ahead : a narrow strait : dripping water : darkness : pale blue light : beyond : as if under neath : an endless ocean : forcing down : desiring only : to drown : anyone near : the wall whispers :…

Nobody knows What are they? Where did they come from? Will the human race survive? Will the earth herself? How the bloody hell did they just obliterate 7 billion people & countless billion animals, birds, insects in a millisecond? & the hardest one of all,…

bliss after another wonderful very physical session we lie back staring up so much star-staring he’s talking of course telling me his crazy dreams  & i feel as see-through & light as the skeletal filaments of a leaf left too long on the tree only…

psilocybin chanterelles  time is more than standing still it’s lying on its back staring at the stars button : champignon : portobello : baby-bella : Swiss brown : Roman brown : chestnut Ryan keeps saying words like a broken but beautiful song oyster : Shiitake…