23~24

feeling his bones

through his

paper~thin skin

wound on his belly 

a tumor i’m sure

deadly? ~who knows

so many worries

but for me, he eats

for me, he drinks

purring loudly

by my side

we drift off to sleep

as i stroke his still

silky light fur

ounces adding

on the scale

every time

i check

eyes still bright

the most beautiful blue

i’ve ever seen

we share so many slow~blinks

you’d never guess how wild he was

when he first found me

holding and snuggling him

wishing magic 

into his medicines

we wait

we love

we hope

23~23

a world

without men

full of peaceful

happiness

 

a world

without women

would crash

and burn

 

a world 

without people

would thrive

if we’d only learn

23~22

what can be said

about pizza

that hasn’t been

said before?

i have to fight

my cats

if I want some

else they dump it

on my floor

23~21

running

again

so fast

with my thoughts

gogogogogogogogo

i don’t want to catch up

with myself

sleeping pills drain me

brain fogging black

sweet darkness

my heart

finally stops

running

23~20

scared eyes

in the darkness

so bright

catch mine

dancing

23~19

drippy days

hoodies in the dark

vermin thriving

playing in the park

death lives with me

we are not friends

 

23~18

decades lost

haunted

by him

 

full of pain

haunted

by her

 

moving on

haunted

by your self

23~17

kaleidoscope 

Broken Bits

of tiny colors

Getting Dizzy

spinning

For My Pleasure

23~16

after the screaming

you shut up

trying not to move

a muscle

so so so quiet

in case this is

just a nightmare

but it isn’t

and he isn’t

he isn’t any more

23~15

he watched

me whoosh

around in

white never

knowing my

fears some

people there

watching

were 

actually

dying

<innn

slowww

moootionnn>

so he laughed

when we shared words

and i pretended

to laugh too

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