I my not be the best

Hour – 17 In this world full of charms i may not be the best Yet certainly, I’m not like the rest a path wide enough for only two of us to walk abreast The feelings the emotions No real love just the lust Failed to…

Beyond scared

I have never really feared monsters boogeymen in closets demented clowns things from other dimensions Meh. I grew up in the 1960s watching 50s B movies Karloff, Lugosi epics saw Godzilla as cute, not menacing Fun Now in my sixth decade I do believe in…

Hour Seventeen- Black and White

  here they come again, mocking me, dissing me, taking a jab, creeping onto me.   jealousy is a black and white game. to black, white always seems like a weakling. the sole purpose of black is to extend its callous ends, to consume the…

Lust after a world

This is the night without end this obsession with the day does not evoke the same lust after a world that is limitless Choose to give yourself to the night without day is your greatest desire to reject all those who will not surrender yourself…

1:00 AM – Pulled the Trigger (Hour 17)

Take Up in casual conversation a scenario was described innocently that raised alarm   Break the words stayed in my head days later and would swim in my mind bouncing without conscious purpose until it connected   Overtravel and then the spin noticeable and uncontrollable…

Hour 17

I arrive and no one moves, sweat drips down their necks. I am the heat, hitting people like a wall and they are frozen, The room is a loud orange, uncomfortable chairs lounge around and on the glass table stands a cold beverage slippery because…

Hour 17: batter-fry

Batter-fry Take one woman, docile Add liberal doses of harsh treatment, preferably, in the first few months/years of marriage. Harsh, how harsh? Hmm, comments like, late from work again, flirting with your colleague, didn’t your mother teach you anything, housework first, children first, husband first,…