Am falling hard

falling hard for him

Know it is hard

Been awhile

Guard has been up forever

What am I doing

Have millions of things to do

Is it really about him

He don’t even think of me like that

Why am I stuck on stupid

why is he messing with my head

He don’t want me

He should let me go

Why keep messing with my head

Though I was doing something my reaching out

Lingering feelings keep me at bay

Mind is what is being screwed with

Question God

Why me

Yet I look like an old maid

How 

He’s messing with my head