there came a day when I closed my eyes and let everything go, all the stuff I had been carrying and what I reminded myself was that I had to let myself go, I folded back into a hallow back and found space within my spine I didn’t know existed… had I been healed of all the pain I carried, it felt great breathing into my back and sudden coming up out the bend I was as high as I could be spiritually, I didn’t want to leave that feeling, but life brought me back to it… insecurities, I hope to be sick of the word soon, until then, I’m backing out…