My god is an awesome god

My god has a limp

My god has ADHD

My god has complex PTSD

My god has a disorganized attachment style

My god is as queer as hell

My god forgets to brush their teeth

My god is a sexual assault survivor

My god has sun faded stickers all over their hydroflask

My god has a complicated relationship with faith

My god smoked their first cigarette on a boat and blamed their sea legs when they vomited

My god needs to learn to take more breaks from holding the entire world’s opinion of him

My god is cursed with physical form by some other god that may or may not exist

My god is on the third consecutive hardest summer of his life so far

My god pretends to get a phone call when he accidentally boards the wrong bus

My god climbed to the top of the waterfall at the top of the hill at the top of their street only to realize that was rock bottom

My god plays no instruments because he cannot bear to be seen trying, to grow up in public

My god fell in love with a blue eyed cherub only to meet an archangel behind closed doors

My god loved him more for his wrath

My god ate 2 pounds of strawberries when they were nine, and was briefly 3% fruit

My god grew up to be much fruitier than 3%

My god hates the cloying Crisco filling of Oreos almost as much as he hates the charred husk of a cookie they claim is chocolate, even when you hold it down until the bubbles stop

My god once tried to hold themself down until the bubbles stop and it is the first failure they remember being proud of

My god doesn’t avoid their reflection anymore

My god is a lost boy, flying straight on ’til morning

My god ends up writing autobiographical poetry nearly every time they write because the artist part of their brain is the first part that loved themself enough to finally put itself first

My god flies a trans flag

My god remakes himself in his own image

My god is an awesome god, because I am my God.