An Elegy for the Roadkill:
Has anyone ever thanked the carcasses
For letting us be the ones to survive the wreck
for becoming rigor mortis sculptures
to decorate the guardrails
keeping the crosses company
and feeding the flowers with their decomposition
so we can all see the reminders
and slow down
There was a girl in high school once-
and a deer took the hit
got to be the excuse we all clinged to
instead of the truth
which is that sometimes we just want to drive away from ourselves
and finally meet the horizon
Yesterday,
I slammed the brakes so a turkey could cross
and he took his damn time too
I’d just gotten back up to speed
When 2 cop cars passed me
so fast that I barely heard the next 2 coming
so fast that I had already parked on the shoulder
had already thanked god for no ticket
had already felt the guilt that always follows that relief
because they are on their way to a different kind of victim
10 miles later
there was a motorbike on a flatbed
with no rider
That night, I learned what the asphalt of your driveway tastes like
cause I kissed the ground when I got there
that night
we gave all our thanks
to a turkey
Who had made the world slow
so I could stay in it.
What an incredible poem! I really appreciate the message, and especially the first stanza, the bit where you wrote: “that night / we gave all our thanks / to a turkey / Who had made the world slow / so I could stay in it.” I also really like “sometimes we just want to drive away from ourselves / and finally meet the horizon”, and “That night, I learned what the asphalt of your driveway tastes like / cause I kissed the ground when I got there”.
Very relatable, and I thought the whole thing is fantastic!