Already Human
I need you to be
something you’re not,
someone who already
is, no instruction
manual needed
to operate.
Someone who knows
what to do, how to act,
what it means to be
a human, fully
formed, ready to love.
When I kiss him I know
that you’ll never be
who I need, but I still
dream of an us, not
consumed by misfunction,
an us bursting, being
who we need. I’ll wait,
though, for you to be,
to say my name and know
what it means to be
The longing, the yearning for the man who should be what he ought to be? Ahh, the conundrum!