I guess I memorized the feeling of loss…
I guess I look for it everywhere
Sometimes I throw away something previously precious just to have a reason to be sad.
I guess, I know before everything, the feeling of losing.
The death grip of life as it takes something that was yours and plucks out it’s soul or simply puts her in someone else’s arms.

The feeling of loss makes my stomach rumble.
My anxiety triples, spews discomfort up my throat.
But I feel this in everything…
I can’t convince myself that anyone knows how to stay put

@ angel rosen