I can’t say
I don’t like it,
I can’t say
it’s wrong,
I can’t just affirm
I am not addicted,
I can’t state
I don’t need it
I can’t live
without it.

I love it,
because it
keeps me satisfied
and I become
a slave,
sometimes
it’s all I need,
sometimes
it’s all I want
to stay
alive and wild.