The Poetry Marathon

The Kiss.

Naturally not like anything

I was expecting.

I lay there on the floor,

My mind in a  <<<whirl.>>>

~Some football on tv

As we chatted.

~And I tried to be 《Cool》

About the way your hand was 

Caressing me…

(There.)

On my inner thigh…

So I touched yours, too…

~And the game, it droned on… 

While I tried to concentrate 

On what we were saying.

But all I could really think of

Was how badly~

~Oh, how VERY badly!

I wanted to crush your lips with mine…

~And knock you

down

onto

the

floor!

Where I could ravish you~

Forever…

~And you’d leave me?

Never.

Hmmm…

~How do I feel?

Like a tiny, fluff

~feather~~~

~~~drifting in the wind…

How fragile and delicate

~complicated and free!

Beautiful.

~so very soft…

(((like a whisper)))

~drawn across a heated inferno~

of smouldering passion…

so easily~~~~~~~~~>

{{crushed}}

routinely, in fact.

~but today?

I…

Am…

Floating…

Opening up to me

and loving me

“What would I do without you?”

you say.

Caressing me

and holding me

“I love you.”

you say.

Laughing with me

and teasing me

“Where’s your brain?”

you say.

Staring at me

and hating me

“How can you do this?”

you say.

Ignoring me

and hurting me

“I forgive you.”

you don’t say.

rushing swirling torments of pain

hurt frustration anger

coursing through my very soul

everlasting?

i don’t know.

information, bits of thought

pummeling my brain

scratching down my insides

crying to remain.

regretful tears fill my toes

why can’t it be me?

naked feelings

set a~loose

despair and anguish

rack my being

~lightning comes~

hope?

much affection

friendship certain

all inside

…nothing makes sense…

does it ever?

~~one thought pressing on my lips~~

(do i dare?)

I Love You.

As I travel through life

On a ~twisting~churning~

~Winding~road

I remember…

I remember love most of all.

(Security) and ((Warmth))

I believe I’ve always been loved

By almost everyone…

I remember pain.

For what childhood is without it?

I remember being alone…

Cast off and ignored sometimes.

It never really bothered me.

(I created my own world…)

I could find a million things to do

(((All By Myself)))

Whenever I had to~

~And I began to prefer it.

I created a thick shell for myself

And I was happy. 🙂

I remember when I first looked

Through

a small hole

~and saw You…

Then you saw me!

You pursued me~

~And slowly but surely

You chipped away at my shell…

I found refuge and comfort in you.

~Confidence~

and My Self.

Tick tock Tick tock… 

Time is running away~

The gates are closing!

Key inserted… 

Wait! Don’t turn it~

Someone’s coming!

Blurry drops of wet fall down… 

Key is moving~

Hurry! Hurry!!

Hurry Up!

Almost there, hand is reaching~

Grasping for the…

*click* 

two

to grow

someone to grow

someone to grow with

someone to grow with me

someone to grow old with me

me

to accept me as i am

to forgive who i have been

to imagine who i have yet to become

me

someone to grow old with me

someone to grow with me

someone to grow with

someone to grow

to grow

two

You?

Lie

down under the moon

Can

you feel yourself changing?

Throw

clothes off then grow furry

Pee

marks your territory

See Real

Ingredients blend

Whole modified freshness

Yellow contains

Traces of questions

Distributed acids

Provide battle protection

Dear girl without glasses~

(On the top of the slide)

Keep kissing him next time!

(Don’t slip down and hide)