egrushka
Hour 12
My dream is to have
A walk in closet, a safe
Space where I can be
anyone I want
Whenever I want. Without
Fear of the real world
Crashing down around
Me. Where I am protected,
Surround by all
All the things that bring
Me joy and making my life
Much more beautiful.
Hour 11: There Are No Poems About Mushrooms, So Here is a List of Facts About Them
Mushrooms evolved to decompose trees.
Mushrooms grow by flooding their cells with water.
Mushrooms are alien organisms genetically
closer to humans than plants which live on food,
Water, and oxygen. Mushrooms are the largest life source on earth;
Their roots expand for miles in search of food.
There are no poems about mushrooms.
Mushrooms help trees talk to each other
Across a network of webs passing signals to other plants,
especially during an attack. Mushrooms create airflows
which shoot spores up to 4 inches into the air.
There are eighty different species of mushrooms
Which glow in the dark. Lightning boosts mushroom growth.
It is theoretically possible that mushrooms came
from an alien planet. There is a suicidal mushroom.
Mushrooms are absolutely badass.
There are over 14,000 different types of mushrooms.
All mushrooms are edible, but some are only edible once.
Poisonous mushrooms are called toadstools.
Fifty types of mushrooms can digest plastic;
Mushrooms are literally saving the planet.
The Death Cap mushroom is one of the deadliest
organisms on earth. More than 350 million years ago,
mushrooms were over 24 feet tall. Ancient Egyptians
reserved mushrooms for royalty,
Because they are a gift from the God Osiris.
Many cultures view mushrooms as gods, spiritual
and medicinal tools, and portals to magical realms.
There are 26 Mushroom Houses built in America;
Mushrooms make an incredible design.
Mushrooms are the definition of cottage core
And hygge aesthetic, a safe little umbrella as a home
Under which nothing bad can ever happen.
Mushrooms almost always grow in groups.
Mushrooms stay together for protection
Without even knowing it. Mushrooms are gateways
To greater things, natural metaphors that there is more
To the Universe than meets the eye beyond the oceans
And sun and stars and moon and that which is known and that
Which is not. Mushrooms are literally going to take over the world
So lets just spend this time in our little mushroom home,
toads living in our own little world
Where nothing bad can ever happen.
Hour 10: What is Love?
Version 1:
My heart has never had a home,
Feeling lost on this planet as if
This body was invited too late in history to
Dance with this soul.
My heart has always awakened to the
Hollow echoes of longing to be
Somewhere else entirely,
Somewhere on an island of purposeful isolation
Where I choose my own existence,
Never needing to rely on anything but the tides to keep me afloat.
My heart has never understood how to break away
From a practical reality where nothing ever goes right
And follow its whispering cries that life transcends
Everything that is even remotely known to us.
My heart has never felt safe, always questioning
The cryptic miracle of existence as if understanding it
Would make it any less of an absurd phenomenon.
My heart has always been afraid
That it will forever feel out of place,
Blind to the idea that someone or something
Could feel more like home than home does.
That music traveling through shivers down my skin
Keeps me more grounded than my own thoughts ever could.
Each page of a book invites me into hundreds of dwellings
Where I will always be taken in,
As if I have never left.
Poetry makes me fall in love with fantasies that
Will one day become mine.
Traveling the world leaves crumbs of my soul
In every city I have ever been a part of,
Welding me into the landscape of everywhere,
Making my home a part of everything;
The stars and grass and air and that which is in between
Becoming me, where my own skin has become my home.
And love becomes myself.
Version 2:
What is love, if not an experiment
Released by the government to test
Our patience?
Hour 9: Another Crime
Her favorite jacket is stained beet red,
The same crimson that is running down between her fingers
As everyone around her stares in tremor.
At this point, the color is enough to stain a bayou,
flowing down to her elbows as she runs to find cover.
Unable to find the switch to the bathroom lightbulbs,
The walls turn red in horror;
That is the last time she eats a bucket of cinnamon strawberries –
Her favorite treat –
Under a blazing carport in the middle of summer.
Leave them to the elks.
Hour 8: Alone in the Stars
I want to be among the stars,
Not to find something that we don’t realize exists yet,
But the exact opposite.
I want to be alone among the stars,
Be the biggest part of this Universe
As it exists only for this one body.
I want the planets to shine for my pleasure,
illuminating a path of where I am meant to be.
I want the cold vastness of the dark
To spontaneously combust at the sight of me
As to keep me warm in the unknown.
I want to be sucked into a blackhole
And emerge somewhere where light has never been
Becoming the center of gravity as the sun once was.
I want to be among the stars,
Travel into the depths of where no one has been before
And become one of them.
I will become a star.
Hour 7
Ukraine is a land of freedom
A land of glorious mountains,
Exotic waters, wonders of the world,
and rich plains with a limitless urge to
Grow, share, and provide.
Our culture never seeks to amaze that
Ukraine is a land of freedom
Urging each human to create art and never stop singing
With our hearts on our sleeves
And our history written in the stars.
Each building, each monument,
Every book, every song, every word spoken about how
Ukraine is a land of freedom
Will be remembered forever and always
When it continuously proves its worth.
We are not like them,
We are not brothers.
We will never be like them, because
Ukraine is a land of freedom
And will never be anything else.
My country is facing death
With no end in sight;
But despite attempts to bring us down,
We forever will stand resilient to prove that
Ukraine is a land of freedom
Hour 6: The Earth is Flat
Version 1:
The earth is actually flat
And over the edge you see people that are happy.
Version 2:
The earth is actually flat.
Hear me out, I can prove it.
All evidence suggests that
Life is but a figment of our imagination
Where each of us creates our own reality –
Meaning the earth is flat.
Also the sky is green but never purple
And water is a solid through which everything can pass.
Fish are actually flying creatures and birds
Walk on air with their feathery legs
Growing out of their shoulders instead of their bums.
Trees can talk but humans are unable to think on their own,
Their ideas download from invisible spores sent from galaxies
Far, far away where existence is only an option.
All of our intrusive thoughts are real
And our dreams are written by little creatures living in our hair
Making us miserable to the point that we must
Create an illusion of reality that certainly is not real.
How else can someone even fathom to imagine
That earth is in the shape of a ball?
Insanity.
Hour 5: Ego as a Crime
Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.
That is why, my dear, I am not insane but merely a genius.
No two of my canvases will resemble each other,
As I am a talented man of well-rounded abilities
Painting music, composing poems, and singing in color.
I carefully collect each shade of crimson and ultramarine and ochre
To recreate portraits of skin and blood and trees and air, pumping through a web
Of eternal creativity begging to be released by only my hand; the hand that feeds.
I build my own instruments of leather and wood, breathing in the soft wind of legacy
In my palms, in the notes of this page, in the music to be sung forever.
I have created a life of art for my infinite audience and
I have committed no crimes.
Allowing the world to kill me off has become my sin;
Through the fog, you will never find anyone else
As crazy as me.
Hour 4: The Universal Law
There is no such thing
As an eternity when
We do not know what
Happens next. Till death
Do us part? Do souls collide
Somewhere else forever?