on my first birthday my father gifted me a hand mirror
my mother kept it in my nursery
and as I grew, it grew with me
at five, it was hung on the wall across from my bed
I saw my face as I slept
at sixteen, I came home and found it cracked
my mother tried to fix it with resin
but it came out lumpy and distorted
at twenty-three, I moved it into my first apartment
I left the mirror with my parents, it had grown too large and fragile to move
my father protested, my mother stayed silent
at thirty, I found it in their basement while searching for long gone memories
it had become a window, and through it I saw myself
a baby, a child, a teenager, a woman, a person