Rage Reigns
Bitter
man, full of rage,
so angry at the world!
Your fury rains relentlessly
on me.
(A cinquain is composed of five lines with syllable count 2/4/6/8/2.)
24 Poems ~ 24 Hours
I’ve been on a journey of rediscovery the past decade or so, trying to remember, relearn, and even reinvent myself. Just who the heck did I think I was? Better yet, who did I want to be? Although the answers have evolved over the past few years — like I truly believe I have done — one thing has always remained the same: my love of writing. This is the one day every year that I am totally selfish and make things literally ALL ABOUT ME. And I do that unapologetically! So here I am, toes on the starting line, heart pounding, mind racing, anxious to embark on my fourth consecutive Poetry Marathon. It may not be easy, but it will always be worth it. Hope to see you at the finish line! “Sometimes you’re ahead, sometimes you’re behind. The race is long and in the end, it’s only with yourself.” — Sunscreen, Baz Luhrmann
Bitter
man, full of rage,
so angry at the world!
Your fury rains relentlessly
on me.
(A cinquain is composed of five lines with syllable count 2/4/6/8/2.)
I wish I was an artist
So that everyone could see
The beauty and the heartache
That dwell inside of me
I wish I was a singer
So that everyone could hear
My tragedies and triumphs
My anxieties and fear
I wish I was an athlete
Long and lean, built strong and tall
Admired by the masses
Just because I could play ball
But me, I’m just a wordsmith
With tales to tale, insights to share
Hoping you’re still there reading
These strips of soul that I’ve laid bare
A tiny ball of orange fur,
with matted eyes and flea-filled ears,
we rescued her from sudden death beneath our tires.
Mothered by a long little wiener and a gentle giant Boxer,
she never knew she was a cat.
In her confusion, we called her Caitlyn.
…until the day ‘she’ splayed her legs, showed her balls, and became known as “BRUCE.”
*********This is the true story of our ‘rescue’ cat Bruce. If not for the cries of his daughter, my boyfriend would have crushed the poor kitty. Instead they brought the poor baby to me. We nursed the kitty to health and our dogs, a mild mannered motherly Dachshund and a 90 pound Boxer who thought he was a lap dog, raised the kitty as their own, teaching kitty to beg, eat dog food, chase balls even. Kitty went through several names: Angel (because we saved kitty on the anniversary of the day I’d lost my beloved cat Sweet Pea); Owwbitch (because kitty loved to gnaw on toes; Caitlyn (identity crisis); and finally Bruce, once we discovered ‘she’ was ACTUALLY a ‘he’.**********
(A sevenling is composed of seven lines. Lines 1-3 should contain connected or contrasting statements or list three details. Lines 4-6 should also contain three details or else connected or contrasting statements. Line 7 should serve as a punch line, juxtaposition, or narrative summary.)
Sweat floods my forehead
Heartbeat throbs betwixt my ears
Pursuing my poetry
(A tanka is usually five lines with a 5/7/5/7/7 syllable count.)
The pitter-pat of little feet
Echoes off the hardwood floor
Her big brown eyes look up at me
From just outside the office door
“It’s nappytime!” she seems to say
Although she utters not a word
She climbs my legs onto my lap
Ensuring ev’ry grunt gets heard
She beckons, “Mommy, time for bed!”
With her tiny yet full-bodied sigh
Too tired to sit, she’s had enough
And rests her head on Mommy’s thigh
“Okay, you win, time for a nap!”
I smile and softly stroke her head
Picking the dog up off my lap,
My muse and I crawl into bed.
Honeybun, aka My Muse
Who are you?
I still have no clue.
Together
for five years,
I should know you by now but
you’re my enigma.
(A shadorma consists of six lines with the syllable count of 3/5/3/3/7/5 respectively for each line.)
Fuzzy blue arms
fling past my face
whipping wildly in the wind.
With tail wagging,
she drops her blue baby in my lap
as if presenting me with the Hope Diamond,
and stares eagerly into my eyes,
seeking their approval.
I laugh and rub her head,
careful not to neglect the sweet spot behind her right ear.
She kisses my cheek then licks my lips,
savoring the sweetness strawberry soda left behind.
With two fingers, I twice tap my chest, and
she rests her furry red head against me,
so she can feel the pulsing vibrations of
my every heartbeat.
I lean down and bury my nose in her fur,
inhaling that overwhelming aroma that warms me from the inside out,
much the same way as a glass of good wine.
Sundoggy, I call it.
She’ll lay on the back porch for hours, even in the Texas summer heat,
soaking up the sun, forming the fragrance that melts my heart.
She’ll prance through the doggy door, bound into my lap, lower her head,
and let me snort her, just because she knows it makes me smile.
I wish I could bottle that scent and carry it with me
all the places that she can’t go,
so I’d never be without her again.
She listens to my secrets but never dares to share them.
She lays with me at night and calms my fears.
She plays with me and makes me laugh.
She loves me more than I love myself.
the blank page
stares at me
mockingly
breathe, push, fight
concentrate
come on, write!
pen to page
words flow free
POETRY!
(Tricube rules: three syllables per line, three lines per stanza, three stanzas per poem)
I am the girl that no one gets
The four-eyed freckled geek
I am the one with much to say
Though I’m too scared to speak
I am the girl who sits alone
The one the boys all overlook
I am the girl who spills her soul
Across the pages of a spiral book
I am the girl that no one wants
The one always picked last
I am the girl that’s left behind
The one who can’t escape her past
I am a little girl no more
I am a woman, forty-three
But the silent nerdy outcast child
Will always dwell inside of me
(The prompt was to start at least six lines of a poem with “I am…” for this challenge.)
I finally filled the calendars
Birthdays and anniversaries
Occasions to celebrate
Flipping through the pages
It occurred to me
What I missed
Most was
***True story: when I finally sat down and finished filling out my calendars earlier this year (okay, so what if it was mid-March?), I was flipping back through them and realized that I had completely left off June 9th, which is my late husband Rickey’s DOB (pictured above). He passed away in the fall of 2012. Forgetting his birthday like I did, even almost seven years later, really cut me to the core and hurt my heart. I’m sure it seems silly to some folks, but it was a major misstep to me personally.****
(A nonet consists of nine lines, with a syllable counts as follows: 9/8/7/6/5/4/3/2/1 so the poem appears to ‘disappear.’)