Hour 2 – Today I realized that I am free

I wake up in a forest
and assume it is a dream

But there is no wind in sleep
and the way the gentle breeze
wraps arms around my doubts,
I know I am awake.

It is no forest I’ve known, for the trees
carry not the parched bark of the arid mountains
nor the soft blossoms of the city
but glisten of untold stories all their own.

The bluebirds sing, but not to me
for it is a foreign melody as they ride
the rays of the sun’s gentle kiss
from cloud to bough and back again.

Wildflowers bloom in unfamiliar hues
Not the indigo towers or tangerine smiles
I’m used to, but cyan spirals and scarlet
webs crawl across a mossy forest floor

I watch a fox who does not slink
but walks with the confidence of one who
has never known the teeth of a hunter’s trap
And his footprints leave clues as I unravel

The story of where I find myself
“Whose woods these are I think I know.”*
For these are not the trees of my childhood
Nor the witch’s woods I once dreamed of

These woods are all their own
Belonging to no man, owned by no state,
they grow fearless and full for they are
Free.

*Line from “Stopping by the Woods on a Snowy Evening” by Robert Frost

Hour 1 – Your hate is our greatest weapon

You cannot drown a fish.

Barrel by barrel
You fill their tank
But still, they swim

Because you cannot drown a fish.

This is what I tell myself
As my lungs fill with
the salty flavor of grief

Your gavel may crash,
tearing my skin with
waves that have teeth

But you cannot drown a fish.

The sound of bullet holes
ripping through ebony futures
pulls me deeper beneath the swell

And my legs are sore
from jumping off boats of those
who choose platitudes over protests

But you cannot drown a fish.

I laugh when I see the wet
signatures sign hate
into law because I know

You think tears can choke us
That rising tides will swallow
our growing resistance

But you cannot drown a fish.

So keep filling our tank
by the barrel and watch
as we rise with the swell

And don’t be surprised
That our waves
have teeth too

Because you cannot drown a fish
But you can drown a pig.