Sadly I stare at the screen, knowing what I want to say,
I just am not to sure on how to let it out, or how to relay,
Sadly I must trust technology, to help me through,
I do not have any friends, to ask what the heck to do.
I want to follow prompts, or follow the official rules,
instead I am writing aimlessly, feeling like a fool,
Sadly I am here , doubting my every move,
Scared to reach out, scared that someone might be rude.
I will just do my best, not really knowing what to do,
having fun still, wishing the best for each of you,
I could not wait to try this marathon, wanted it so badly,
Thought I would understand it better, but I do not sadly.