#4: Perhaps I shouldn’t say

i’d hate to think you think of me negatively. perhaps it would just be better if i didn’t say. but the ramblings inside my brain just won’t go away. i’m frustrated by how you’re treating me. this doesn’t mean i want you to leave. in fact, that would be the worst thing you could do. you see, i’m afraid of being alone. alone. no, i don’t want to be alone. so even though i don’t like how you’re treating me, I won’t say a thing. healthy boundaries? what are those? i’d rather just let you treat me the way you do and i’ll continue feeling this way because it’s better than being alone.