I am standing in front of The mirror But some one else is Standing behind the mirror My life is hanging In the balance of Belief and disbelief I am close to someone, but I am well known to someone else The same old traditions…

This simulation is not as the former this dreadful trumpet you’ll be the death of me yet across the littered ground (again, the choice is/was yours) where you will find everything you need this simulation is not as the latter I’ll send for the dreadful…

Dark and bitter poison, It burns the whole way down, Like tar stretched on an ocean, You cannot swim so much as drown.            

The glass of wine was as red as the pen both spilt leaked became wet and hit the paper with marks nothing hurt nothing was tipsy yet anyhow it all felt good i was pleased with both pen and wine…

Part IX There is no damn way anyone would want to come and drag me out of the poppy field; my life, oozing out and mixing reds with the poppy flowers. music begins swimming inside my head, is this how it ends? my funeral march…

Your eyes flicker hope when they meet mine. Your lips curve into that pink ribbon of wonder. I’m not surprised when your hand grabs for mine, clutching. And then you ask: Are you a survivor? I smooth my shorn head, sum you up, smile. Are…

I cut myself, cause I’m afraid of a needle I luv myself, cause I’m afraid to lose me I feel u, cause I’m afraid not to see u I know her cause she comes to see me I never answer but hear the bell ring Demons…

there was an offensive seagull nesting below our balcony. we watched the ocean with tired eyes as the seagull attacked every person brave enough to get close. we gave her a name and a home and we nested there until we were ready to grow….

Rain gives water takes away happiness gives sleepy intentions Singing in the rain ~.%

Silence food for writers. My son has the TV on in the next room. I want to scream but I should probably eat dinner(5PM here). Snacked my way thru the day. A good breakfast then well… Milano cookies Nilla Wafers Tea Coffee-mostly decaf Pizza or…