Monochrome illustrations in hard-to-paint folds Wealth brimming silence calm bustle outside Compelling cringing urges to escape Wild unbroken horse mental whirl Shattered and whole, broken sheet vacuumed packed. Frosted preserved and taunting at me Never again, rings such dull hope Considering possibilities not outwardly spoke….

Casting spells at your altar Calling for me to become untimely real The loving ‘thing’ you never had and despite all here I came. A shot came through of purest love, That love not felt by us for years Commanded to me by some inner…

Blindfolded not knowing where she is again Who she is with, how she feels Does she enjoy this? So tied I can’t go to her I can’t reach towards those eyes which so often turn away Does this have any meaning? Why does it bother…

Slight gentle cusps of fragrance and color Taken up from their generation Cut bleeding torn in half The visible seized and invisible left ignored.

Little prayers written away on my little screen So much hope and yearning Not sure they will be heard Maybe light coincidence improve A matter of faith No intercession, nor reply. Themselves a word offering, raised up to what appears divine. She prayed for others,…

A pettled being wrapped in a prefab condo building, Struggling to push up through the crust Sunlight feeling so far above Richness of lightless abode of soil Rotten decaying regenerating sustenance. The pool exhibited by the laundry room accompany this venue for my alchemy, Without…

Must enter her other mindset before she arrives Weirdly standing back supporting loving Cant I do all the same But still wow, alone home writing during Thinking imagining where she is Two different paths in my mind One knows she did this many times One…

She makes me feel like her student Kissing at the feet of my naked guru Giving me a purity of thought beyond my concepts integrating the parts of me Asking me what I need Giving me what I ask Caring about her footprints Humbling me…

Nameless as I don’t dare name Staring into darkness on black Abject use play toy horror not worth a name object to use fuck pass around next Not worth a bother All the effort I can muster for you So little Annoying me Go cry…

I look forward to this event every year. Like a kid at Christmas. 😍