poem 16

Loss

I’m at a loss
When I think about love
Not who I am
Not who I love
Or who loves me
Or what I love
But being in love
Cause it meant so much
And I didn’t know

Now there’s a gap
That cries out to be filled

For All that it was
For all that we had
And couldn’t see

But I believe it was real
As real as this black hole within

So whenever I think of love
I mean being in love

I think now
How I lost everything
that could have been
Since you’re no longer
here
my angel on earth