I don’t have a title.
I don’t have a poem.
There isn’t one hiding in the backgrounds.
I think we are both still simmering from an earlier interruption.
Have you ever been in the throws of passion,
just about to reach that volcanic explosion;
ready to jump off into the climatic cliff
when all of a sudden a toddler or God forbid older child makes their way in?
That is what it feel like to have an interrupted poem.
I am still mourning its loss.
If no one but me me felt it,
does that mean it didn’t really exist?
I have a list of titles for poems whose writing I looked forward to with great expectation-
but I am deflated,
all because of a poem interrupted in birth.
I hope it will come back.
But will it be the same if it comes back to me and I give it another name?
I need quiet and space to create poetry and I totally understand you mourning the loss of words due to things that interrupt our poetic journey – I think the pandemic has been that for many writers.