A good reminder, yeah
To those who have been heartbroken twice, thrice
I’ve had my share of these old flames’ return
And oh boy!
Was I not been burnt but engulfed in flames!
You believed them, the second time, and again,
burnt you again
Whatever for?
Why did you let them enter your gullible heart again?
Say those titillating words (again) and again
Why entertain them again for what they did to you
the first time?
I am at a loss for words
I’m gullible, trusting, lovesick, a romantic person
I cannot, for the life of me, give reasons for the
whys, whats, whens, and whatevers
I believe that when they come back –
it’s destiny, we’re fated, the Divine intervened!
But who am I kidding?
If they did it the first time, why not a second
or a third?
Yet I’m not a lost cause.
I am aware of the heartaches, of the pains, aches
and unhappiness
Please bear with me
I am learning, and learning, and learning
Just bear with me
I can look at the ashes more clearly now.
Never, really never
(Ashes blown away by the wind…good riddance)
I can look at the ashes more clearly now.
I like this line. It evokes of course the flame imagery, but also cleaning up the aftermath and seeing how things have truly become changed and irreversible. Nice way to sum up losing an illusion and accepting a diminished reality instead.
You are not alone on that one.