I’ve come to expect this
The silence…
…the distance
It becomes apart of the story I tell
Thinking that you’re going to be my escape
But you end up being nothing more than a fairy tale
We talk and laugh nonstop
No need to rush as time is ticking
Until the rabbit taps on his watch
And I realize there’s no you and I, we’re nothing more than an illusion
But yet I still keep chasing after the rabbit
Falling deeper down the rabbit hole
Always chasing after blind love
And time and space always reminds me they’re never the right one
No matter how much I want to be with them
I should know by now they don’t want me
I’m always stuck at the bottom
With so many doors but never the right key
Again I’m left in darkness
My mind and soul battered
Feeling the emptiness of this abyss
Why do I always get tangled up with the Mad Hatter?
But I guess we all go a little mad sometimes…
Why must men always play with my emotions?
This cat and mouse chase
This feels more like Hocus Pocus
With moments I would much rather erase
But I continue to repeat the cycle
The rabbit’s back on the run again
And I know I shouldn’t go
But Cheshire welcomes me with his mischievous grin
Guess I’m back being ol’ crazy Alice
Already knowing how this is all going to end
Heading back to the Queen of Hearts palace
Time to be judged, off with her head
Here I go all over again, forever lost in Wonderland…
…believing in love again