(TW/CW – disordered eating)

I’ve considered that I may not be as inconspicuous as I’d believed
trained myself to be a wallflower so that I could get away with

anything

when you’d leave, your absence offered me an alibi that would be left
unquestioned – the evidence disposed of, no witnesses to

anything

a habit backhandedly encouraged; suggested subtly like being handed a gun
and expected not to use it
at least – not until you use it against me when you ask : have you eaten

anything