Hour 4_Misty

I have used both image and last line.

Last line is from Awaeke Emezi’s The Death of Vivek Oji. I have broken her last sentence into final 3 lines of poem.

 

 

Misty heights

scrub trees

rugged

snatching breath

from thin air

clamoring

to survive

even here

even now

life

stubborn       greedy

somewhere, you see,

in the river of time

I am already alive.

WTH

Mid poem.

It never fails.

I think I might have liked this one.

Know we could have been good friends-

If not the absolute best of them…

But, that was never to be.

What is to be is a computer crash, a power outage, a debilitating disability-

The list goes on and on.

The result the same.

A poem interrupted.

Today, I was mid poem and it was an avocado advert

Presented by Google. Without request from me.

It just appeared and I remember nothing-

Except a line about deadlines, a double entender, if there ever was one.

This was gonna be a good one.

I can feel it in my bones.

But, alas it has gone the way of others before it, now long living in the past…

A poem interrupted.

And I am left thinking or more aptly, my brain screaming

At an avocado on my screen-

What the hell.

[Hour Four]Seize the Night

“It was so live.”

-Christopher Snow, Seize the Night. Dean Koontz.

To live, to ride,

the salt crusts the lip, underneath your feet

dark shapes float unseen.

Feel the swell of the waves, and the deadly undertow

as seaweed eddies like ghost hands

plying for a lost soul.

Smell the brine as you wait, breathless,

for the tide’s growing, rising,

and the inevitable crash comes as you paddle

past the surf and past the breakers, deep,

where foam laces and crystals hiss in the air,

flung by some furious sea-god, and you,

rushing on those waves with a sleek board,

the salt on your tongue and the waves

with the primordial call to sink you back to the deep.

Yet you float, skim, skate, defiantly, victoriously, live.

THE TRUTH IS STILL OUT THERE

THE TRUTH IS STILL OUT THERE       (hour 3 poem)

The truth is still out there’: internet shrugs at Pentagon’s UFO findings.

– Gabrielle Canon, Guardian UK 6/25/21

 

The hummingbird feeder

hangs from an iron hook.

At a great distance

its spherical shape

seems to hover in space,

awaiting visitors – those

helicopters of the animal realm –

fierce hummingbird hummers.

 

Roswell, New Mexico, 1947:

supposed alien crash site,

deep-sixed by the CIA like dust

covers the Pecos Valley desert.

 

Are we alone in the universe?

The truth is still out there.

 

Carl Sagan added fuel to the fuel,

with his, Billions and billions

and tv shine personality

a celebrity astrophysicist.

 

The X-Files fanned the flames

with its kickass agents, Mulder

and Scully – chasing UFO rumors

and trying to avoid alien abductions

over American screens everywhere.

 

Are barbarian aliens coming,

or friendly Close Encounters

of the Third Kind?

 

“U.S. Has No Explanation

for Unidentified Objects and Stops

Short of Ruling Out Aliens” – NY Times

25 June 2021

 

The hummingbirds dip their

needle-sharp beaks into

the feeder’s clear nectar.

the truth is still out there.

Hour Two- The Joy of Unseen Things

Sometimes,

I pretend to still be sleeping.

Eyes unopened,

Still wrapped around her.

 

I revel in the snores

Even when they’re deafening.

The warmth of my bare chest

Pressed against her bare back.

Her hair tangled in my septum piercing.

 

Not daring to move

But, more importantly,

Not wanting to move.

 

So, I drift back to sleep

Not ready to break this spell.

Tundras

Tundra Rover turned corner and made its way.

And,

Like a mirage up our main street, or people stopping to shield their eyes from the sunlight glinting off its perfectly washed windows.

The audience would know instantly nestled inside that air-conditioned car seat, and with someone bigger than our small town Rover.

Early on it was not a movie.

Thats why our life.

And I shall be much more ties before hands.

The shift changed.

People like David, though, made our moments to feel like a movie.

So David, apostle for Jesus.

Makes sure that our life becomes.

Miracles,

Days and nights.

Both hands in, and on touches clenching arms as we cleared ever food dish on table tops.

Of Little Eats, our friends, and family’s.

Cafe on the main street.

And,

Down Town Little.

 

 

 

 

Hour 4-Truth

How can I give you truth

When I don’t understand the question

Or myself

Or this rotten, toxic world

Truth scares me

Truth eats at me

Truth makes me want to vomit

If I give you truth

You will just reject it anyway

So I sit here

Wallowing in facts

Wasting words no one will read

Wondering how to tell you the truth

Answering your questions

That make no sense

Spilling my truth all over the place

jovial, ardent, killed, ecstasy

Jovial
He is
It is his defining trait
Often laughing, smiling
Or filled with thunder and lightning
He is Olympian in nature
While being cuddly as a fluffy button
He is the diction definition
of Jovial in all senses
And part of why I adore him

Ardent
In all he does
It is in everything he does
From how he showers those he loves
In inescapable affection
Or devestating, angry tantrums
Bounding, through fields of green
He holds nothing back to come galloping
When he sees you at greeting
How he weeps at every parting
And each dawn he greets life with joy renewed!

Killed
Death is a swinging doorway for this loving maniac
He comes and goes from this world with an ease
That leaves we mortals gasping with shock
Only to see his easy smile again and hear him sing again
He throws himself on pyres, leaves us mourning, despairing
Then walks back in the room, wearing a different hat and suit
And asks us why we’re weeping, ‘Hey, baby, Death ain’t so bad.’

Ecstasy
Is in his eyes, his presence, his touch
He’s the only father I’ve ever known
Correction: the Truest I’ve ever known
If I despair when he leaves, it is ecstasy when he returns
To bring me back from the pain
Only he seems to know
With easy grace, he throws his hat into he room
and with me, he knows,
It will never be returned
He always has a place to hang his hat with me,
Jovial, Ardent, Killed filled and giving of Ecstasy

Over The Trees

We take our tails over the  trees

Free the seas of blessings in we

We are kids— we are pissed—

Sometimes, we are kissed

 

Out of boredom drains our blood in rains

Can’t kill the swash before the sea

Rather would we kick the skies over the trees

We are pouring peace this dawn

You can miss your sleep bus and meet us at morn with a Y car

 

Just by the crossroads of angels and demons

We are free like birds

We are birds flying over the trees

It’s Hot In Here

The eyes and faces all turned themselves towards me, and guiding myself by them, as by a magical thread, I stepped into the room. 

The room was full of faces reminiscent of the past, each with memories etched into their skin. 

Their skin told tales of the past. 

The past is certain, the future is unknown; that’s what makes it so great. If we knew what was coming next, why would we bother? 

We bother because predictability is often unrewarded, much like my time in this room. 

My time in this room is a reflection. Nostalgia warms the heart, but it comes full of sadness and regret. 

The last line is different; repeating sadness and repeat isn’t healthy; just ask Sylvia. 

Opening line credit: Sylvia Plath (The Bell Jar)