joyful unseen things

sudden acceleration

the silence after hiccups 

the sense of weightlessness floating in a cool pool

being called sir

breath-stopping complete release orgasms

a negative test result

kitten nuzzles

thunder

an empty to do list

soft snores of my beloved

gender euphoria

the pulse slowing deep first hit

birdsong mimicking owl hoot

De Ja Vu

All right, I stood out above the clouds

I saw the sky it was like the evening 

The sun reliving its color 

Shining its golden radiant heat over the horizon

And its incident rays moving on the seas

Making the Blue turn violet

And the wind blew

Softly, slowly and lightly

Over my ears, brushing my hair

At the moment I knew 

This was where I belong

Down by the riverside 

With my feet in the soft sand

But,

Where are the trees?

Where are the lovely palm trees?

That dance to the breeze music

I can’t find them

Where am I?

As if in a mirage

My eyes readjusted

Getting used to the greyness

Staring at the blank space 

From an empty wall of the unseen reality

What now what age

I don’t know

What nerve what ache?

I still don’t know 

Instead,

My body felt the coldness

Over a flaming air conditioner

It’s time to wake up

My feet wobbled off.

Alas! I need caffeine

Isle

A place without decisions of where to end and begin because

the continuous perimeter of water embraces and erodes

gently holding, safely floating

Hour 2 – Types of People

There are two types of people:
(no, there are as many types as there are people)

The ones who leap without knowing
Where their feet will land and
(what kind of person really leaps without looking
we all need to see the ground lest we fall)

The ones who wander, trying it all, mixing
Knowledge from many spheres, building layers and
(this is what i’ve done since i was five
if i’m not the best at this how could I be good at anything)

It doesn’t matter which type you are.
You need both approaches to life, to see it anew.
(some people just aren’t a good match we are
too different to ever make each other happy)

People are confusing outside of types and
(emotions are wild and free and can’t be explained)
Spectacular in the way they differ
(i wish i could change but i can’t not love)
A smile can mean so many things
(the same way i have always loved)
Depending on who it’s from.
(if it makes you happy fight for it)

All types of people make mistakes,
(we are human, we are social)
None are better than any other.
(we are connected and that might be enough)
What matters most is happiness
(and i think we can manage that)

Hour 2

Yay this one came to me pretty quick! I think I could add more lines but I like where it is for a first draft.

Hour 2

Coffee and Change

 

“Here’s your 25 cents”

I take my quarter and wait

Coffee pouring from machines

And I think back to three years ago

I wouldn’t touch coffee too bitter

And I think back to three years ago

When I was maybe in love with someone

And I think back to three years ago 

I didn’t know where life was going

And I think back

“Coffee for Rain”

Coffee and Change

Coffee is man’s bestfriend
Coffee is man’s comrade
It accompanies till the end
Won’t tire won’t get mad

Change is something needed
It happens every time
Like time it is created
To transpire with passing rhyme

Coffee and change are so inseparable
They go hand in hand
They come just in time
When things are not well when things are not fine

Coffee and change
my coffee and My change
My coffee will make my mood
Change will bring me food.

The Island

Welcome to the Island!
Ten sexy singles and a glittering pot of gold;
A chance at all your wildest dreams and never growing old.

Welcome to the Island!
Please don’t stray from the grounds –
There is a chance you might get lost, and ne’er again be found.

Welcome to the Island!
Now come and eat our food.
Sink with us into glamour and enchanting solitude.

Welcome to the Island!
You have signed away your names.
Now dance under our starlight, play our exquisite games.

Welcome to the Island!
No, please don’t hide away.
We have made a deal, remember? You do not have a say.

Welcome to the Island!
We hope you never leave,
For here you can be free from toil, and we so love to watch you grieve.

Hour one

These days anything seems likely to happen–

Donne’s star would be caught and all

mandrakes declared  parents.

Even now I kept hoping you would

finally be human—realize others bleed

and your myopathy healed.

But self is such a cruel master

and all the sacrificed years

flow like silt from the Nile

After springtime rains.

prompt #2: coffee & change

coffee and change ~

 

Portland

and the homeless encroach

like zombies

on the lucky

the ones who live

in houses   in apartments

have homes

have families who still speak

have coffee

and change

we who have it do not fear it

but without the silver glint

of coins burnished through touch

coffee is a fragrant dream

which might reanimate

an hour

transmute a zombie shuffle

to at least a tentative step

I offer bills to a trembling hand

and pray for change