Coffee and Change


coffee with a splash of soy milk

just enough to change its color

cost $2.37

with 63 cents in change

six dimes and three pennies

that I scatter throughout my day

like the folks who leave kindness rocks

hidden in plain sight

six dimes and three pennies

for the ones looking for messages

love notes

from beyond the thin veil

in dimes and pennies

and other change

 

I put two dollar bills in the tip jar

a total of five dollars well spent

on coffee

and changing someone’s day

Hour 2-Before the Dawn

The sun is not quite ready to come up

The world is black

I hear the ocean out my window

I cannot see it

I trust the sound

It is soft, rolling, waning

Not tumultuous

Not violent

Just lazy, constant

The birds aren’t up yet

Except the one lone rooster

Somewhere

Breaking the quiet

The neighbors sleep

My husband makes old man noises

As he rustles about

The cat forages for food

His full bowl unsatisfactory

I type lonely words onto a blank screen

The joy of unseen things

And poetry

Hour 1, Prompt 1: Disquiet

I met myself 

in the quiet 

barren darkness

the suspended hollow

of time 

and eternity alone 

just me

and a ticking 

discontent mind

insisting that 

I was not

had not 

indeed

been

fine

 

I laid down

laid the whole of my body down

letting the curling tendrils of night thought

wrap around the ill-fitting body

that I could never quite

turn into a home

 

I relinquished my bones

to the feeding of tomorrow’s soil

Unexpected

The joy of unseen things

Inspire and scare,

Arrive without notice,

Pleasant or unlikeable,

Embrace it with sense,

They may bring surprises.

@maritzam-mejia – Hour 2

 

Nowhere

electrical wires that stopped working some time ago

still go in a direction,

an old boss always awake to tell you what to do or no to do

with firm indifference to what makes sense

still following a path of remembered sight

 

(tanka)

setting out
the sprinklers
before dawn —
girding our loins
against Anthropocene heat

the dog

was not mine

but it was

my friend

listened only

to its owner

and to me

the dog

would put its paws

on my shoulders

look me in the eye

and lick my face

and I would stand my

ground, five years old,

much smaller,

unafraid

Expression

Sharp angles, empty spaces,
when your thoughts have been beaten by the sound
of endless chatter and permanent novelty
and more of this nothing
to click on and click through
to tap with your flesh and make electric your dreams
to be categorized, sorted,
and fully known.
And it’s a fight
to drag your mind through the scribbles and static
to make outwards your inner disorder
for others to live in.