Prompt 1 – True Refuge

I take in the fragrance of

my Lover

as He steps across time and space.

Drawing closer…

Kicking cornerstones out of His path,

clearing debris from the battlefield,

removing so much death and decay,

serving notice to any lingering enemy.

His movements are sure.

He communicates with the chaos around me

With a vibration,

All the time His eyes set on me.

 

The way is clear, but Oh! I want more.

I am demanding,

never satisfied.

He smiles at this,

His eyes are full of fire and delight;

a look, a shimmer, that my enemies dread.

I know now that look is only for me

Which terrifies them to their core.

 

This last whitewashed wall

insolently stands between my lover and me,

and even though I built this false refuge

with clay and rubbish and hair…

it’s become too great for me to raze myself.

The wings of this last prince jut out from the wall

a fly caught in a web.

As my Lover speaks,

just one frequency, one word,

this last prince shrieks something I will never understand

as he crumbles with the wall.

 

There is no dust, no pebble left;

my Lover completes the task.

He stands before me like fire and water all at once

His fragrance fills my senses.

Though I am filthy He never sees it

He only smiles and takes my hand, leading me

To the garden now overtaking this battlefield.

 

The windows of Heaven

are open to me,

as I lay down to rest I see them.

He points to each one and tells me what’s inside

and I realise they’ve been open to me the entire time.

He’s been waiting to show this to me

while I have been struggling through an apocalypse

to find true refuge.

2021 Introduction

Hello everyone! I’m Julie Stanley and this is my second year writing for the Poetry Marathon. This year I’ll be doing the full marathon with a dear friend of mine who has been nothing short of amazing. Its an honor having her a part of this and a part of my life. I’m so excited! I’ve been coming up with titles for poems for the full marathon and although I don’t quite have all 24 titles picked, I figured I’d just write and see where the muse takes me. I’m from the Upper Peninsula of Michigan in the US and right now is the perfect time to write poetry. Just wanted to jump in and say hi to everyone and wish you all good luck in the marathon today!

 

-Jewelz

Coffee and Change

I stare down the barrel of a new life

and am riddled with the sweet taste of

childhood anxiety

The kind that tastes like bubblegum and

plastic foods.

I am no longer manufacturing a taste for coffee

and wondering if there will be a day

when my palate finally locates the taste for the stuff

I consume in excess and

breathe empty breaths.

What once was a

youthful experiment is now

addiction.

As it always is.

One thing remains the same,

the thin sliver of fog that passes when I first

open my eyes.

Where I think

I am alone

Before I know that I

am alone.

Silly CATS

C Contentedly curious in her contemptible preoccupation of coercing my carpet into shreds, is she. Catastrophically creating whirlpools of cyclonic feline fur, she does. 

A Atrociously precocious as she athletically accosts the legs of my antique armoire, is she. Alluring, attractive, adorable to others, still annoyingly she attacks my sleeping toes, she does.  

T Tempestuously timid, training topaz eyes toward the transgressor who dare touch her venerable torso, is she. Tortuously ticklish, yet transversely tolerant tautly awaiting her trouncing time, does she.  

S So very happy I have a dog,

Am I!

Pink – Hour 2

Pink
She ignites an excitement in me
Sight of which my being almost shivers
Drawing me instantly to her
But keeping me just far away enough
That I can’t wait for more
She radiates a bright warm light
Yet her power over me is almost cruel
But if she calls I must come
Somehow I’m convinced
She might be the one

It’s Over

I don’t know when it became different

I can’t pinpoint what happened

It’s as if I’m not supposed to know

I don’t feel like I have a safe haven

Just me on one side

And the world on the other

I can see it is ending right now

The thoughts, feelings, sensations  tell me that

I’m done

Shadow Boxed

as the angel stared

its shadow spoke silent hues

painting hard questions

 

to blindly follow

forget the nature within

disguise it in sin

 

self-abuse reflex

this, the true fall from grace

denial of self

Morning Through A Window

A steady stream
of golden light
Splashes across the floor
Catching on the tiny chain
around her ankle
As she crosses the room
Her feet disturb the dust
Raising tiny impotent clouds

Conferences and Confluence (Hour 1)

i

Pains perch on parallel buds around us,

intersecting like painting gone wrong;

but they will flee, they will flee.

They may as well continue to nibble at us,

they will be doing so only to mock themselves;

for dawn will always come,

stretching from the opaque into the transparent,

mending the fences of reality.

 

ii

For Se:

The dark days never got through your doorsteps,

for your words wear a silk gown of bravery,

sweeping your floor clean,

as all sides of near-death receded

far and far away from your glow.

Silk and floor and life,

all sparkle;

breathing in whole-life,

deep and long,

in the sparkle.

 

iii

For Ingrid:

Those days of pain drowned

in the ocean of your love for nature.

Those images of the seas and the skies and the landscape,

they amplify the light your being feeds from.

Your external eyes are pretty, they already defeated the set back;

your inner eyes are bright, full of light,

full of life

 

iv

For Caitlin:

Your inner strength is a moving mountain.

Light waves of agony do not prevail against mountains of life.

We will mock those pains and all its associated distractions.

Light waves of agony do not prevail against the laughters

that feed from your strength.

 

v

For Anjana:

That quarantine scare was a mere hoot

in the broken trunk of the scary trumpet.

The glow of your home is strong against the ills

of uncertainties flying like kites above us.

It is pretty clear we are not at its end.

It is pretty unclear we are in its middle.

Yet we live strong, ahead of the evening victories.

And your shout of relief sent a healing balm

across the conferences.

 

vi

For Mildred:

The chaos grew, swollen like the discarded dead.

Howl for the chaos;

I know, I know.

Howl…

If you are hanging in there, you are hanging well;

for dawn will always come.

 

vii

For Tanya:

How can pain not be scared

of the one who overcame it

over and over again?

You know your story, your story knows you.

Victory found you, got stuck with you.

Hold that grip, all the aces embrace you.

Victory will always find you,

even as gratitude dances for your living.

 

viii

For Jacob:

Great seeds sprout in silence.

They tower up high once above the surface.

With many fruits to spread around the globe,

yours is the manifestation of great harvests.

Many yet to come;

we will mock those pains, they cannot prevail.

 

ix:

For Tobe:

In a time of revisiting sorrows,

you savour the refreshing flow of the Vermont wind,

basking in the renewing words of converging poetry.

with chocolates drumming the echoes of time,

healing memories down the lane;

healing us all.

 

x

For Richard:

Seventieth is an upper landmark of life,

and there will be more decades of the line drawn with cheer.

In these conferences of poetry,

poems write us, you say.

As your words jet its healing all around us,

we await your twelve new surprises,

like a dozen denizens of poetic paradise.

 

xi

For us all:

Your voices are embraced with warmth when you speak.

Your silences are heard from across the horizons when you are mute.

All of us, as we chase essences in shapes and sizes,

we unite in these conferences, flowing into a confluence,

as we swim in the vast waters of unending renewal.

 

xii:

I sip from this cup of overflowing muses,

in these conferences,

converging into a confluence of communions.

All of the pains can nibble again.

They will be doing so only to mock themselves,

for dawn will always come.

Dawn will always come,

stretching from the opaque into the transparent,

mending the fences of reality.

 

 

Written from Hour 1 text prompt.

Lost in White Noise VCS

These changes
Keep coming up on me
I don’t know anything for sure
Less everyday
Today’s world isn’t the same
As yesterday’s
Are we adapting?
No, we are reacting
Spread out like dust
I was part of their labyrinth
How could I ever be hidden in it?
We’re all white noise
In the spiral arms
Of the galaxy