2 – The Inventor’s Story

His head spins like clockwork, ticking away without pause.
Many nights, the apprentice discovers him leaning up against his desk,
Crinkled eyes closed,
With his sketchbook open in his lap and his old feather quill in hand

In the day, those skilled hands work tirelessly towards the unfamiliar
To build what wasn’t there before
To create the un-created
To bring ideas to life

But, ancient and gnarled as they are, his fingers tremble over his creation,
So that the tiniest pin slips from the pliers, and rolls beneath his workbench

On knees and elbows, the apprentice retrieves the pin
And steady do the younger hands work
Under the thoughtful and meticulous eye of the Inventor.

One night the apprentice finds him asleep in his study, and he does not wake up.

Without the Inventor’s wizened watch, the apprentice wavers
The trifling tasks of daily upkeep become tedious,and the Apprentice grows weary of the work he once adored. The workshop, which was once so welcoming and warm, has become a dreary husk of it’s past.

With resolution, the apprentice sets off to somewhere else, locking the shop door on the way out, carrying only a journal and the Inventor’s old feathered quill.

The apprentice walks and walks, and eventually finds someplace new.
In the journal, the apprentice writes about everything unfamiliar.
Soon the apprentice begins to record the story of every person in every place,
Learning all they have to know and bringing each of their ideas to life.

When the apprentice returns to the shop, everything means something new. In the journal, the apprentice writes about all of the Inventor’s wonderful creations, every inspiration, every profound thought and every lesson learned from the Inventor’s magnificent mind.

Once that is written, the apprentice can begin writing a new story.

Pandemic Staycation 2020 Half-Marathon Hour Two

Take one morning, sift lightly

and walk past silent houses, glistening dew, and twittering birds.

Add one glass of orange juice, accompanied by a dandelion

Gulp and think of next hours.

Open the windows and doors while the sun fills the sky.

Add the chores of childhood, refreshing and earnest.

Mix in one salad or sandwich or soup at midday,

the same ingredients contributing to each all week.

Add an hour of reading encyclopedias, cookbooks, long-kept magazines

and lower to a simmer, leading to a nap.

Gently check after 45 minutes, and slowly remove to a windowsill.

Check the breezes, watch the passing clouds, listen for dogs.

Finish the salad or sandwich or soup from earlier.

Let the evening sun quietly set.

Summer Vacation: 2020

 

 

Hour 1. 9:48 AM

Sometimes I sit in my bed and read through my dozens of notebooks and wonder if my writing can be classified as original content. The words usually balance somewhere between the lines of awkward fiction, insomatic prose, sinful fantasies, and cliché poetry. If I could go back and rewrite that one poem about pura vida bracelets, I probably would, because I just suddenly remembered that I used “full” inside of the stanza when I really should’ve used “filled”.

It’s really stupid how they teach us that two negatives cancel out to be a positive, but two wrongs don’t cancel out to be a right. I made two stupid mistakes, hooking up with Claire in the gallery and losing her number, but I bet she’s doing alright.

If Claire doesn’t remember me, I bet Victor doesn’t either. We had a thing going on for a few months, but that was years ago, and now I’m bitter because why are my relationship now shorter than the ones I had years ago?

My pen is not cooperating with me. I’ll probably have to type this all up, but right now, I’m scribbling the words down with this pen. It’s really smooth when it comes to making lines and all, but the ink is bleeding and messing up my pinkie.

I have a bad habit of forgetting to cap my pen in my bed, and sometimes I wake with ink stains on my pillows and sheets. Sometimes it’s mascara, too, because my pillows are either for crying or cuddling. If I’ve fallen asleep, they’re probably on the floor, because I’m a messy sleeper, or in my arms, because I’m a huge cuddler— they’re just never actually under my head.

Looking back, I’ve realized that English is a strange language, red is a mesmerizing color, my guitar sounds better when you play it, and only one of the two mistakes in sentence five was stupid.

Do two past events cancel out ot be a present events? Or is it a future event?

Whenever I write questions I can hear a voice in a my head telling me to think again, but I swear to God, the answer isn’t right in front of me, so shut up, will you?

It said no.

This is the most unstructured work I’ve written in this notebook, but I like it. It’s messy, but it’s raw. All that good stuff. I want a new notebook.

Time’s up, it’s 10 AM, now. I should get out of bed. I’ll get some skittles with that.

being my lover

after a lifetime of wearing

the clichéd compliments I tore to tatty clothes

and lying awake over the taxes

you paid for trying to love me

and hiding under the bed

each cent of your evaporated dignity

 

I will suddenly believe

and start collecting mists and rain

to shower down on your shoulders strained

and water each thirsty furrow around your eyes

till they flower into withering relief

Breakfast

2 people 3 eggs 4 pieces of toast

2 glasses 2 juices 1 coffee I hope

3 bowls of Iams 2 waters for folks

 

to wake up and smell injustice

to wake up and wipe it clean

to wake up to change tomorrow

and lose your fragility

Everyone Needs an Alice

Alice has seven sons,

but six are actually hers.

I just include myself,

seeing that I am the one

she calls whenever she needs

something “important” done.

Number 1 in her heart;

number 1 on her speed dial.

Master of nothing, I’m a jack of all trades.

“Just Google it and get me a hammer.”

Doctor, gardener, poet, psychologist,

pool boy, chauffeur, secretary, chef,

friend, personal trainer, greeter, host,

beach buddy, delivery man, lifeguard.

The list goes on

like a rollercoaster without an end.

We often finish each other’s sentences,

and we accept the never-ending salad bowl at

Olive Garden as a challenge.

She loves Shakespeare, lasagna, and

“It’s to die for,”

is uttered after almost every desert.

I hope I have her energy when I hit 80.

Just talking with her can make me exhausted.

Everyone needs an Alice,

because she makes life go on

with laughter and love.

How Beautiful You Are

How beautiful you are
If only you could see
This yellow picture
This sweet pure portrait hung on my mind
Which I took of you
Of you in your yellow dress and scarf
And the sunset setting
On your sweet yellow smile…

Goddess From Heaven

ii.Oh Dear May

Oh Dear May, let me take with you.

Oh dear Lavaana, why should I?

Oh Dear May, I want to reap the harvest

Oh Dear Lavaana, that’ll be hard for soft hand of thy.

Oh Dear May, I need to be with the rest.

Oh Dear Lavaana, That’s unlikely a princess’s deeds.

Oh Dear May, It’s an order from the princess.

Your Majesty, as you wish.

 

 

 

Recipe for recovery – hour 2, prompt 2

The recipe for recovery

is to first, please admit

that your world is simply shit

life is a shambles

with its choking vines and brambles

and powerless you are

can’t do food sanely anymore.

Second, you need a gallon of faith

belief in a higher power

or something, anything

that gets you through the hour

a shoulder to lean on

a helpful book to make you strong.

Third, a sprinkle of trust

turn life over, you must

into God’s loving care

he’ll have lots

of help to spare.

And fourth, most importantly

write down all that ails thee

every little bitty sin

to wipe your old slate

clean again

to heal those things

that once had you pinned.

Fifth, a smidge of confidentially

take it all and give it away

admit each wrong before the nighty

to yourself, a friend and almighty

and life will soon be quite alrighty.

Ingredients six through twelve, see

be entirely and fully ready

a pinch of humility

admitting harm to others quickly

log continuing inventory

meditate, and pray daily

and share this blessing

so others be free.

– Sandra Johnson

 

 

Forcing something futile

Thin foil falls flanel, fostering faster from feast

freeze fury after framing it with focus fist,

far East away, furthest idea falling fringe,

Fiercely for fantasy feathered on fan,

finally some good news fintech from flashing

false advance related to trust fullfill faster.

Felling familiar first, if I fail this with silver

everything false from it, perhaps floating

efs fest same in advance by Pharr