Too Wild for Me

Jack London was called to the wild

where I will not go

for the wild is too wild for me

a woman who sits on cushions

soft, pillowy, pretty

looking out windows

to the mean streets

where blood runs

hot in warrior gangs

and money lust

throws up towers

that scrape the sky

so high they diminish the clouds

shadows fall upon the innocent

and from above the elite look down

basking in their stolen sun

beautiful views

sequestered there safe

while we below fear the day

 

I Wish (Hour Nine)

I Wish

 

I wish I was an artist

So that everyone could see

The beauty and the heartache

That dwell inside of me

 

I wish I was a singer

So that everyone could hear

My tragedies and triumphs

My anxieties and fear

 

I wish I was an athlete

Long and lean, built strong and tall

Admired by the masses

Just because I could play ball

 

But me, I’m just a wordsmith

With tales to tale, insights to share

Hoping you’re still there reading

These strips of soul that I’ve laid bare

Strengthsfinder

Shivering in my animal print hospital gown,
I greet this white-robed agent of pain
with a determined frown I ask:
What torture gadget are you bringing me now?
“Now, now my dear.
Dr’s orders, you hear.”

Proceeding to stand myriads of needles in my thigh,
He announced with a smirk no less than wry:
“This “gadget” you see is by far kinder today
It’s called a “Strengthsfinder”; we use it this way.
For people like you, we can bump up the juice,
Speed up the test and see which muscles you use.”

With all that was in me, I began pulling out pricks!
That is until the dial turned made them stick!
I’m sorry. I’m sorry (hands in the air).
Just do what you must,
Be gentle dear sir, in you I must trust.
Please find me some strength and be done!

Empty Fridge

It’s a crying shame, there’s no one to blame

No one other than me, so here is my plea

I took one trip too many, until there weren’t any

Frosty cold beers left, none to borrow from my peers

Three days from payday, nothing left for me to say

I suppose I’ll just do without, maybe sit and pout

My fridge has no soul with a beer shaped hole

My thirst grows by the hour, my mood is sour

I don’t know what I’ll do, how I’ll get through

I guess I’ll be sober for now, but mark my vow

I’ll send a prayer to the girl in the moon

Hopeful she will bless me with more of the High Life real soon.

 

Hour 10: Post 10: Broken

Shattered, Tattered, Worn

Enveloped in my soul

Demons in every corner of my ‘system’

That’s what they call my personalities

All sitting around the meeting table within my mind

Chattering, screaming, haunting me

Do it they say, get it over with

Bathe in our irrational conversations

Submerge yourself in the darkness

Plunge into our desires

Suppress us no longer

Now

Lights dimming in the atrium
Table clearing in the gallery
Patrons exiting to the streets and the alley

She eats the steak he eats the rice
The jacket wraps her back to warm so nice
Midnight and still sitting close and tight

We are now those people.

Cabal

Meet for the beasts,

in secrecy, gathering to mete out punishments

which are considerable ecstasies for the

witches most deserving secretions of pleasure

which swoon and sway the minds of mortals

beyond the cold fire of countable cardinality

consistent to an abhorrent scale

given over to insanities of unaccountable countenance

creating a mad Hell of Heavens consumed

melodies of mythology

to which the redundancies of returning are replete with the desire

to return and return again.

 

Favorite Book Ends (H9)

“My favorite book is the one I’m reading,”
and she stole a heart
through an open door.
or maybe it was a window left ajar in case of needed escape
But Libby didn’t wear a cape,
just a crown
and held a torch
that shined the way
though not to where anyone thought they were going.

Off the island,
hordes shouted while the rest looked on
feeling naked and afraid.

Her favorite book was the one she was reading.
Of course, that one always ends.