Playground

swings

rusty metal creaks and squeals

under the weight of children

children squeal, too

for a second, they will fly

but as children do

they never fear the fall

 

sandbox

dirt and ants and sand

shift and mold like clay

baby gods form mountains, valleys

castles rise and crumble

they have no need for kings and wars

just those fragile walls

 

jungle gym

hot iron, paint, and woodchips

backdrop for many plays

the actors never need their lines

a maze of metal lines and planes

explorers welcome

you’ll never get lost

 

monkey bars

high above the earth

hands tight, arms strong

leaps of faith, no, certainty

speed back and forth, race!

if you jump just enough

proud blisters will remain

 

I am afraid to fall.

I build my castles ready for war.

I am always lost.

I like my hands unblemished.

I may no longer be a child,

but I remember how I loved to play.

My Life

My Life

as I am  here I wonder
what is the true reason
the essence of my life
is there cultural discourse
do I respect others
focused on such a high level
doubts and scepticism vanished
refuse to be silent about reality
sharing what moment  lost me
my allegiance is with what brought me
wanting  to cause a sensation
I’m free to chose my destiny
not to look behind
that next door changes everything

 

 

Brian Sluga

Elements

You are

my earth,

the place

I planted

my heart.

 

Your breath,

my wind,

carried

words of

love

into my

needing

ears.

 

Your passion,

ignited

my fire,

it consumes

my

skin.

 

Your touch,

water

to my

parched

skin.

 

You are

elemental

to my

survival.

Earthen Fantasy

 

 

Earthen Fantasy

 

I walk Bellingham’s Boardwalk frequently

and only once felt fear.

 

Winter gust so strong

I brace, prepare to grab

a railing or try to fall.

 

What is permanence?

 

I think we are

more than specs

twirling in space

on an earthen globe

whirling with the sound

of our dancing planetary partners.

 

Our center, a ball of flames

warms us to the narrow frequency

of what we call life but would

cremate hope if we got too close.

 

Bellingham Bay beckons

me to its grey green void

with dark murky innards that

foam with a lust its waves

cannot hide.

 

A gust, invisible guest

growls and roars.

 

Yet I am surprised when it

pushes me with such force

that just for a moment I lose

faith in gravity.

 

And when it’s gone

I quickly forgot

that all that I know

is an earthen fantasy.

 

 

 

The Main Attraction

Just out of time

impossible ampersands

slow down to accommodate

brutalist bearskin mugs

tipping the tray to Friday

rolling on

And HEY

rolling up for a soaking

to see the main attraction

for miles around

fall to its knees

and go to ground.

 

O Hopeful Dawn

O hopeful dawn what you’ve gifted me

The rain chased sadness to the sea

The sun prods me with smile tenderly

As I dodge demons in dreams darkly

Shining window lures me fast away

I rise with courage to slay the grey

O Hopeful Dawn

Elementalist

I
contain
the Universe
within.

I am starstuff, the fires of the sun
burn along
every nerve and flash of thought.

With every breath
I steal the air from your chest.

I am rooted to the earth
with each step,
Gaia lives in my hardened bones and teeth.

With every pulse of my heart
the waters of my peoples flow filling my vessel with history and passion/compassion.

Elements dance
among the stars and my being
to the cosmic rhythm.

I am the universe,
the universe aware.

This Morning I Become a Poet

gentle shadows alert me to

darkness of my apartment.

reaching for my new cane,

I hobble to the bathroom,

wash my face, reflect on

early hour eyelids,

step into the kitchen,

fill the blue kettle,

boil water while I

wash last night’s dishes.

I hear noise as the sanitation truck

rolls down eighty-seventh street.

I fill the cup with instant coffee,

carry it haltingly to the table.

opening the shutters, I become

a witness to early drizzle,

along with drip-drip dripping

of second floor neighbor’s air conditioner,

which adds a melancholy

punctuation to my first words.

grey, damp atmosphere is the

one in which I become a poet.

I Wish

Why does love hurt so much?

And make you yearn for just one touch.

I wish he were here with me,

Or just somewhere for me to see.

 

Love can hurt so bad,

And really makes you sad.

I wish he would appear in my dreams,

Or just be here to stop my screams.

 

Love can cut you deep like a knife,

And what hell it can bring to your life!

I wish he were still mine,

Or could just give me a sign.

 

Love can tear your world apart,

Make you feel cheated and not restart.

I wish he could still be here,

Or just would come and ease this fear.

The Big Four

Fire boasted he was so powerful to anyone who would listen
when Wind came along, briefly fueling his ego
yet secretly longing to head in a different direction…

Earth threw himself on the political pair
Killing fire’s force and stomping wind’s whimsy

Water entered the fray,
washing away all hopes of fire’s dreams, wind’s ambition and earth’s strength

Think of the possibilities…
if these four would learn to function as friends instead?