Vertigo

Vertigo

 

It’s always so much farther

down than up

and I

constantly

fight the urge to

throw myself

off the edge,

into their beds,

or into

nude,

all you can

eat

nonstop

erotic cabarets.

 

Face first –

always –

not head first…

I always lead with my lips

and

my brain

eventually follows.

 

But

it’s just always

so much farther

down than up

And the

height

makes me dizzy;

but I lead with

my

heart and

I never hit the ground.

(c) R. L. Elke 2016

 

Phrase Florist 2016 Marathon Poem #8: Marathon Stream

Marathon Stream

breathe deep, exhale, now write

poems, poetry, fingers typing

words that make sense, words that are silly,

words that resonate, palpate and pulse

to ramble with sentences, free from constraint

let the muse flow unfettered, she’s loose and unkempt

a creek’s worth of water and words, creative juices

relax, let go, relent, forget

when sentences won’t come, don’t panic or tremble

just shake off the water and float through the pause

all is well, your best has been done

the race is half over, contest near complete

grateful when finished, content and connected

ready to swim once again in twenty-seventeen

you rock, you’ve done it, splash gratitude gushing

now shut down, rest your fingers, dry off, go to sleep

 

Healing

A woman’s womb is the source of all healing
Not just for whom she creates but also for herself

That’s why it’s so much going on in the world. Mother Earth is in need and a woman’s womb is the answer
A source to heal
Create
Protect
Love
Peace

 

~ism

Lakeside peace

 

lake

Softly she walks lost in thought

And wonders what fate

Has in stored for her today.

All the paths around her

are blocked by mountains

and escape seems impossible.

None of that matters now.

She has peace here

on the boardwalk by the lake

And though tomorrow

she have to fight for her life.

Today she has inner peace.

Slice of Breath

we each slice out
a corner plot of this planet
to call our own, to own
the air we breathe, try to
create space where we feel
safe, nurtured, secure
some among us will venture
further and further with each breath
see the expanse that makes us
feel so small, our every effort at air
so miniscule, yet so wanting
breathing is both voluntary and involuntary
a voluntary action anticipates
goal-orientated movement
we anticipate life with every breath
our goal to fill this space within us
to fill this space outside of us
to become the air we breath

[Prompt: Photos]

15 seconds of agony

It’s the moment you dread

despite its short timespan.

The moment you put everything

on the line in an attempt to better yourself.

Your body says red but your mind is telling you green.

So you keep at it, finish the set and then rise up in a blaze of glory

burn out

burnout

 

 

this is my last shift

I walk out of the hospital and stop outside of the revolving door

I am jostled from side to side

as nurses escape

a swarm of blue and white
their faces as weary and worn as mine

this is my last shift

understaffed overworked underappreciated

I can’t do it anymore

I’m nothing. I’m no one.

stretched too thin. patients who are customers

customers who are always dissatisfied
I’ve been yelled at

I’ve been threatened

I’ve been belittled, dehumanized, and disrespected

for the last time.

This is my last shift! I say to a nurse

walking past me.

And to another and another.

They nod their heads knowingly.

It’s all our last.

Poem 9

Dare you!

Speak truth whole day,
I dare you.
Pray to god without any demand,
I dare you.
Think selflessly for others,
I dare you.
Share the real you,
I dare you.
Feel the darkness of a blind,
I dare you.
Listen all your bad without a word,
I dare you.
To fake is easy,
To trust is difficult.
To break is easy,
To make is difficult.
Try to feel others pain.
To let your anger drain.
I dare you!

Where have I been

So you want to know where I’ve been ?

I been chasin.

I been gamin.

I been playin.

I been waitin.

I been here

I been there

I been absolutely nowhere…

I been hi and lo lookin for someone.

Been to hell and back

Been to the deepest parts of the oceans

Been to the highest mountain

Been lookin for something.

Been searching for a love

Not so complicated love

Some kind of special love

I want that real love

Will try not to hurt me love

Will always love you love

We can be happy love

I want to love you love

Butterflies kind of love

Sweep me off my feet love

Doesn’t make me cry love

Make beautiful music love

Hot and steamy love

Wake me from my sleep love

Let’s do it again love

I won’t fall asleep love

Breakfast love

Hold me tight love

Never let me go love

Flowers for no reason love

Spontaneous kind of love

Just because love

Be by my side love

Always got my back love

Never disappointing love

Won’t leave me waiting love

Tomorrow may not come love

Cherish the day love

Never run away love

Someone to call my own love

Talk to you all day kind of love

Grow old together love

Together forever love

Never walk away love.

So where have you been?