Failures of Kindness

I drove away and left

you standing there, staring.

I, resolute, right,

and short on sight.

It is the silent

information we miss

that later makes us long

for that forgotten kiss.

Hour Twenty Two

The fairy tales got it wrong

They end at the beginning

Real love isn’t the chase

It’s what happens after the race

It’s hard work to love someone

And that work never ends

Midnight comes after every ball

And you have to learn to love their flaws

Dusk

A mourning dove trills

above my window sill.

Memorial to a well-worn day

as it weeps and slips away.

Hour Twenty One

Poe

It means tortured, confused, genius

It is the number thirteen

It is like a midnight dreary

It is pondering over forgotten lore

It is the memory of the lost Lenore

That taught me grief and loss

When her story unfolded

His name was Poe

It means he believed in Nevermore…

Hour Twenty

I search for that piece

The one that was left behind

That one elusive piece of the puzzle

That will help make sense of it all

I look under couch and chair

In cushions and crevices

Was it left at the market?

Perhaps back at school?

Did I misplace it at my mother’s?

Now when did I last see it?

I’m sure it was long ago

Perhaps it was thrown out

Tossed away with other unneeded things

Yet still I search

No stone left unturned

That ever elusive piece

The one that will make me whole

Sleep

Sleek and liquid as melted

chocolate it slips

through

my cells.

Enrobed in

delicious delirium,

I am

an unaware

time traveller,

prisoner to pieces of

yesterday

hurling into tomorrow.

Hour Nineteen

Tyrion

Wise, Impish, Charming, Brave

Sibling of Jamie and Cersei

Lover of Wine and Women

Who Fears Ignorance

Who Needs Unconditional Love

Who Gives Undiluted Truth

Who Would Like to See the Raison D’etre

Resident of Westros

Lannister

Finally Free

Gentle breeze awakens me

Bringing sweet thoughts as I drink my coffee,

Oncoming rain I smell in the distance,

Puts me in a surreal type of trance.

I so appreciate the blessings of today,

I’ve truley come a very long way.

Hard work and persistence have taken me here,

God, most of all has helped me conquer my fears.

So as I look at all things around me,

I’m thankful for finally being free!